too good to leave, too bad to stay

why i hate my boyfriend

My boyfriend's great: he's so cool, caring, and he takes care of me. But we've been together for years now, and I can't decide whether or not I'd be better off without him. I'm on the brink of leaving, but I'm afraid. So, I'm going to give myself this summer to think about it. It's not fair to be with him only because I haven't met anyone better. That's not entirely true though: I'm smitten. I idolize him like a rock star, which probably is my main problem. It's like being in prison with your favourite rockstar and all you do is fight. I wonder if love is enough. I wonder if I'll wake up and realize that there's an open door to this prison, and I only have to walk out to leave.
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Reply #1 Top
I was in a situation like this, if you leave and it was meant to be, you will be together. If you leave and he is an asshole, fuck him up his stupid ass cuz it will only get worse if you don't work it out or get out.
Reply #2 Top
If you are even thinking like this it means you are bored.

Does he keep you on your toes?

I love blogging - such insight into the female brain. It's a free lesson!

BAM!!!
Reply #3 Top
If I'm bored of this relationship then it's partially my fault. If anything, I keep him on his toes. When he lets me down, I can get demanding... and I get let down a lot.