Subsistence
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Boredom...
My mind wanders easily. I fear losing intellect to gain tranquility. I feel my unrest is an uncertainty.
The prospect of the self in my mind has become more defined. I can see myself better but I still feel confined.
I still fear even though it is no longer unknown. The depths of myself I have reached but what I find I'm afraid to condone. Contradictions are never alone.
So if I truly feel this or that, why do I change my mind at a drop of a hat. Convictions are always alone.
Many have said goodwill is divine. But where is goodwill when you draw the line?
It is no longer what I know, only a dream of mine.
Time has taught me reality and life has taught me to want to escape it. If I decide to run, it will only make me decrepit. The light at the end is still only dimlit.
Yet it still warms my skin and begs me to grin. This enigmatic struggle won't end it will only begin.
My mind wanders easily. I fear losing intellect to gain tranquility. I feel my unrest is an uncertainty.
The prospect of the self in my mind has become more defined. I can see myself better but I still feel confined.
I still fear even though it is no longer unknown. The depths of myself I have reached but what I find I'm afraid to condone. Contradictions are never alone.
So if I truly feel this or that, why do I change my mind at a drop of a hat. Convictions are always alone.
Many have said goodwill is divine. But where is goodwill when you draw the line?
It is no longer what I know, only a dream of mine.
Time has taught me reality and life has taught me to want to escape it. If I decide to run, it will only make me decrepit. The light at the end is still only dimlit.
Yet it still warms my skin and begs me to grin. This enigmatic struggle won't end it will only begin.
