Confused
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I’m mixed up
I don’t know whether I’m coming or going
Confused, that’s me
It’s all related to my capabilities
Not professional, just financial
There’s so much to do
I don’t know where to begin
I know what needs to be done
But there’s so much, where do I start
I made a leap of faith when I came to this place
It’s a wonderful place to be
But you really can’t exist
Without being able to cope
So all I seem to do is mope
Around
It’s hard to imagine
I never thought I would see myself in this position
At this moment
My life is supposed to be, should be
A lot more focused than this at this moment in time
But instead, I sit and I ponder and I wonder
How do I get out of this cycle?
I seem to have stepped into a sinkhole
More like quicksand really
I keep struggling to get out
I have no one to throw me a lifeline
I’m going under
Fighting for my last breath
Here I am
Striving to be positive, putting my best face forward
Smiling in all this adversities
Holding on to hope and faith
Because I believe, very strongly
And I have a lot of both
I just hope it’s strong enough to hold out
For me to keep holding on
Because I’m feeling very alone, lost
Wondering how to get out of this
Cycle
The futility I feel
Emptiness
What do I do, why can’t I see
What is stopping me from focusing?
So many ideas
I’m open to the revelation
I feel it coming yet I feel something blocking me
From the answer
Help me Lord
I need you to show me, open my eyes because I can’t see
What it is you are giving me
Its there right in front of me
I know this
Let me be me
Not to hold on to what I think it is supposed to be
To go by my instincts, oh the luxury
So in venting this way
I feel some relief
Let go and let God
You have to believe in what you do
Or there is no sense in it
Practice what you preach
Just do it
I’m trying, trying
Trying