Long Hard Day
Short Lonely Night
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Awaken with a rush of chores to be done before heading off for 4 hours in the dentist chair. Then, race to work to do someone else's job, which keeps me from being there for my daughter (a little bit). Her visit to the dentist was much nicer, no cavities, teeth growing in well, sealed 4 more molars... And then catch a ride to go pick up my car and pay that over 500 dollar chunk of change... Lots of money out today, and just the same old existence to show for it... Guess this is what i work for tho, to create this mundane secure lifestyle...
This Friday Helen goes to her dad's for 7 days. I can tell she is already dreading it, and there is little i can do to make it better for her. She didn't even want to call and tell her dad about her good dental checkup... Poor thing, they sure don't hesitate to put her in the middle of unpleasantness, if they think it makes me look bad. Too bad they don't have a more realistic picture of what they are really accomplishing... It is a truly evil thing they do, needlessly cruel, and impossible to correct for me. Long range, Helen and they are the ones who will suffer. Their cruelties don't infringe on my world much. I will always find and capitalize on the bright side of things. Hopefully, Helen will learn that and be able to be ok out of this.
Romantically, my life seems to consist of one step forward, one step back... in a long term dance of getting nowhere... At least there might be some fish in the frying pan. But seems like they can't much stand the heat when it really gets cooking... So many men are ready for sex, but not passion... i guess it IS much riskier, but ever so much more rewarding...
Anyway, looking forward to an exciting weekend of cleaning house (imagine a sarcastic tone of voice saying that, please)...
This Friday Helen goes to her dad's for 7 days. I can tell she is already dreading it, and there is little i can do to make it better for her. She didn't even want to call and tell her dad about her good dental checkup... Poor thing, they sure don't hesitate to put her in the middle of unpleasantness, if they think it makes me look bad. Too bad they don't have a more realistic picture of what they are really accomplishing... It is a truly evil thing they do, needlessly cruel, and impossible to correct for me. Long range, Helen and they are the ones who will suffer. Their cruelties don't infringe on my world much. I will always find and capitalize on the bright side of things. Hopefully, Helen will learn that and be able to be ok out of this.
Romantically, my life seems to consist of one step forward, one step back... in a long term dance of getting nowhere... At least there might be some fish in the frying pan. But seems like they can't much stand the heat when it really gets cooking... So many men are ready for sex, but not passion... i guess it IS much riskier, but ever so much more rewarding...
Anyway, looking forward to an exciting weekend of cleaning house (imagine a sarcastic tone of voice saying that, please)...