Our Dream land
A Place Of Dreams by Crystal
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In the last year I have diagnosed with DID Desociable Identity Disorder or multi personality Disorder. Do to the fact of my childhood. This is how I explain what happens when we create a personality that keeps us from feeling the pain or dealing with the pain at that very moment in life. In my case Creating Came natural to me due to the fact of what happen when I was a kid. Here are some crucial examples of what i dealt with:
1) My chores was vaccuuming and cleaning the bathroom but due to the fact my brother keegan refused to do his chores. My mom grabbed me by the hair and drug me down 20 steep stairs my back hitting the stairs just so I would do my brothers chores. And when I refused again because of being in so much pain I could hardly stand She took a wooden spoon and hit me in the back of the head until I started doing them. But then I had to wash them in so hot of water that I had first degree burns every time.
2) From the time I was a little girl tell I was 18 years old I was molested or rapped by someone mainly by brother keegan. My mom would hold me down and allow my brother to do his work. And If I resisted I was beaten until I passed out and then I was rapped with on conscience.
3) When I was 17 there was this guy who had a crush on my mom and since my mom was married to my dad. My mom had set it up where i would take him fishing well when I went fishing with him he rapped me. And told me that if I didnt do what my mom wanted me to do and refused to go out with him. This kind of thing would happen every night.
The good thing my angels where watching out for me through out all these bad things and brought me my loving husband and daughter Jade
A Place Of Dreams
Way above the clouds,
Is a place of dreams.
In the sky is a place,
A new kind of Space.
A place of dreams,
Which has no means.
A space I sleep,
In my dreams I play.
© 2003 Crystal A. Wyatt
1) My chores was vaccuuming and cleaning the bathroom but due to the fact my brother keegan refused to do his chores. My mom grabbed me by the hair and drug me down 20 steep stairs my back hitting the stairs just so I would do my brothers chores. And when I refused again because of being in so much pain I could hardly stand She took a wooden spoon and hit me in the back of the head until I started doing them. But then I had to wash them in so hot of water that I had first degree burns every time.
2) From the time I was a little girl tell I was 18 years old I was molested or rapped by someone mainly by brother keegan. My mom would hold me down and allow my brother to do his work. And If I resisted I was beaten until I passed out and then I was rapped with on conscience.
3) When I was 17 there was this guy who had a crush on my mom and since my mom was married to my dad. My mom had set it up where i would take him fishing well when I went fishing with him he rapped me. And told me that if I didnt do what my mom wanted me to do and refused to go out with him. This kind of thing would happen every night.
The good thing my angels where watching out for me through out all these bad things and brought me my loving husband and daughter Jade
A Place Of Dreams
Way above the clouds,
Is a place of dreams.
In the sky is a place,
A new kind of Space.
A place of dreams,
Which has no means.
A space I sleep,
In my dreams I play.
© 2003 Crystal A. Wyatt