Continue of the family issues of growing up
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I keep on thinking to myself about growing up. I use to think it was me that was in the wrong but after last night. I dont believe that anymore. I think when one goes to counseling while the other family members sit on there asses and keep abusing things or people are the ones that should be in here.
I think its our home lives when we are a child that makes us go nuts unless you grew up having a great childhood. But to tell you the in fact mine wasnt all that great. I have suppressed most of my memories because of bad things happening. I also believe that is why my school grades in high school werent that great either. Truthfully, I was fighting two things at home and school seem to be the least of my problems but my last few years showed how much i would rather be in school then be at home.
I use to go to the computer lab and work on anything and everything I possible could at night and stay there until it got really late. I didnt care if my parents new were I was but I did usually call my dad to tell him were I was just so he wouldnt worry then I wouldnt get into trouble. If mom found out that I was at the school then she would usually make me clean the bathroom for my not coming home after school even if I did call my dad to tell him I was at school working. He understood, I think that mom and my brothers were driving me nuts.
People talk about who influenced there life most. and well you know I use to think it was certain people until they should me there true selves as I got older. Of course there was really only one person of my immediate family that I have alway truly admired. Most female children usually say it was there mother that in fluenced them alot but in my family it was the other way round. My father was always more desciplined and understanding of life it seemed. He new how life was. My mother on the other hand was too mentally ill to even care if she was coming or going anything to make life more easier or enjoyable she would do. My mom is a compulsive liar. She use to tell me stories of my Aunt Holly's first husband. How he was the biggest compulsive liar she new but I new one even worse and I still wonder where she picked it up from.
I think its our home lives when we are a child that makes us go nuts unless you grew up having a great childhood. But to tell you the in fact mine wasnt all that great. I have suppressed most of my memories because of bad things happening. I also believe that is why my school grades in high school werent that great either. Truthfully, I was fighting two things at home and school seem to be the least of my problems but my last few years showed how much i would rather be in school then be at home.
I use to go to the computer lab and work on anything and everything I possible could at night and stay there until it got really late. I didnt care if my parents new were I was but I did usually call my dad to tell him were I was just so he wouldnt worry then I wouldnt get into trouble. If mom found out that I was at the school then she would usually make me clean the bathroom for my not coming home after school even if I did call my dad to tell him I was at school working. He understood, I think that mom and my brothers were driving me nuts.
People talk about who influenced there life most. and well you know I use to think it was certain people until they should me there true selves as I got older. Of course there was really only one person of my immediate family that I have alway truly admired. Most female children usually say it was there mother that in fluenced them alot but in my family it was the other way round. My father was always more desciplined and understanding of life it seemed. He new how life was. My mother on the other hand was too mentally ill to even care if she was coming or going anything to make life more easier or enjoyable she would do. My mom is a compulsive liar. She use to tell me stories of my Aunt Holly's first husband. How he was the biggest compulsive liar she new but I new one even worse and I still wonder where she picked it up from.