December 9

I am at the day job right now feeling like I want to break out but at the same time, unable to get my ass out of my chair and walk the 5 blocks to the gym. Too much pent up frustration over blue number nine due to pending gigs and no one getting back to me. Even calling and saying, "YOU SUCK - WE DON'T WANT YOU" is better than the avoidance tactic. So I'm going to have to write them because I'm talking about pending gigs for Dec. 26th and Dec. 31st... dates around holidays. People in the band have families and lives. That's about the only thing that's bugging me, but it is bugging me BIG TIME. I can't stop thinking about it. I want to contact these people and scream at them at the top of my lungs.