Everything You Weren't

The day she finally told me,
she confirmed the rumors,

I'd been replaced.

Not sure for how long,
duration greatly lacked significance
when weighed against such an unexpected reaction.

My chest pounded in my head,
deep breaths needed for new air.

Knowing that it's easier to picture someone else filling your vacancies,
than taking up residence with others.

With your other,

at least,

used to be my other.

That day I finally told myself,
I was never completely over you,
these months turned a year alone.

Unknowingly waiting,
to be finally alone in my car,
Pete Yorn asks

"So how you been?
don't play it down."

I can ask nothing less,
than the same courtesy.

I may hesitate to grant this for you,
unless you're seeking reminders,
of just how happy you are,
to be with someone else.

Truly it's been good without you around,
cause this defeat could not be put off,
to focus on delivery and punchline.

Surely I've found girls that were,

everything you weren't,

but nothing that you are.

I never stuck around long enough,
for the boredom to turn into hurt.

I've finally broke some hearts,
and this alone,
has made me feel better,
or at least,
capable of some accomplishment.

There are bands and songs you haven't heard,
tattoos and piercings you haven't seen,
people you don't know,

but...

you

know

me.

That's the last thing I remember.

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Wow.....*sighs*.....
Reply #3 Top
I sure would like to know who this nobody important is...but alas, I remain appreciative and curious. I was really happy with the line "everything you weren't, but nothing that you are." This really speaks to how I feel about it and I haven't been able to express anything so accurately in a long time.
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suspeckted, you had me at the pete yorn reference. you're the only other person i have heard mention him, actually. 'a girl like you' is my favourite song of his, but there are so many ... "the ride", "cause it already is" (those titles may be a bit wrong, though. i don't have the dics here). i love his music, i'm glad you do too.

everything you weren't,but nothing that you are

i agree with you that this line very efficiently encompasses a major emotional element. i like it too.

mig XX
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Mig, Pete Yorn probably saved my life Summer of 2003. I was in the most depressed state I've ever been in and bombarded by anxiety attacks while moving away from home for real for the first time and breaking up with my girlfriend of six years. Wander This World is definitely a break up album, and he's never shared the pain so well.

"convince yourself that everything is alright, cause it already is"

that's actually my signature on every email I send.

Have a good weekend...and that's an order!

-SuspeckTed