Big, Black and Beautiful..... what a fucking lie.

drink some more coffee, the next slave like phone call is only a minute away. avoid the white person telling you what to do. the fucking manager who gets paid to be less human. the fucking manager that gets paid to intimidate you and threaten to seperate you until you actualy separate. Jesus loves you and your alcoholic jail-ridden baby daddy. He said he loved you once, and that was good enough for you. Base your self-confidence on a level of seperation that is almost unbearable. But I choose to seperate myself, what a mother fucking lie.

love me and my stretch marks, lying around like rips in a golden butter BLACK smooth mess. the old white man looks at me, and my marks start to twinkle. will he twinkle, when he lies next to me, or will he remember everything that his childhood told him was wrong. will he dwell in the downward spiral that's so convenient when you're born near the top. will he entertain me with stories that I only pretend to relate too?
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ummm ...are you okay? I mean do you need to vent to someone?
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but i dont want to feed it. Or you.


I don't think that's the point here LW. You have already made it clear to everyone about your racial preferences etc andwhat you think about black people so how about putting the soap box on hold for a bit and allow someone to talk about their problems without attacking them?

I have listened and read all about your deppression problems and the drugs you have to take for them etc etc the side effects but I didn't use that against you so please shut up and let the girl talk.
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this is me venting. I am not black and I don't have any children. In the multi-cultural country I lived in, it's important to make sure you understand what other people are going through. More important, you have to find things in common with them, so that you don't get stuck in the supremacist mind set that seems to be prevelant in the country.
Someone you can't get over no matter how hard you try is equivalent to a baby daddy. Listen to the cry of these women. You'll be surprised how easy it is to relate to them if you put aside your prejudices.
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this is me venting. I am not black and I don't have any children. In the multi-cultural country I lived in, it's important to make sure you understand what other people are going through. More important, you have to find things in common with them, so that you don't get stuck in the supremacist mind set that seems to be prevelant in the country.
Someone you can't get over no matter how hard you try is equivalent to a baby daddy. Listen to the cry of these women. You'll be surprised how easy it is to relate to them if you put aside your prejudices.


In your face Little Whip, what was that about jumping into conclusions?????


Propagandhi you get my insightful for living "outside the box"
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the next slave like phone call is only a minute away


that part is true...
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Little Whip shouldn't get so uptight about a white person's fictionalization of what it's like to be black and oppressed. Even though 'gandhi shows speculative insight, it can't be taken literally.
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if only the world was as simple as black and white. I'm neither, so perhaps my fictionalization isn't all that fictionalized. I know how it feels to be not white enough and not black enough. I'm not asking for pity, i'm just asking to be given full credit for my work.
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i'm just asking to be given full credit for my work.


you got it ( I know you are not talking about JU but at least its a start right?)