I Thought YOU Were SUPPOSED to be My Friend
Was I wrong...??
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Ok, time for another rambling from me once again.
O.k.~ Here's the situation. I have a friend, his name is Beebles. I'm sure you all know him on here by now. I'm sure some of you know that he's my ex-boyfriend of three months too. Well Alex hasn't been acting himself lately. I've tried to talk with him about it. But for some reason he's trying to avoid it or something. Sometimes when I try to have a normal convo with him it seems like he always has to yell at me to get his point accross to me. Now I'm not a person that takes yelling very well. I've been that way my whole life. If anyone yells at me the slightest bit, I'll break down and cry. I just can't help it. And it doesn't make it any better when it's one of my best friends that's yelling at me.
Maybe trying to get the point across to him wasn't enough. So I'll try it on here, doubt it will work, but it's worth a shot. I don't know if he notices or not, but when he talks to me he tends to have a harsh tone in his voice or talk at me in a yelling manner. I can't stand it. I don't know if he knows this either. Everytime he yells at me, I go home and cry for hours upon hours. He really does hurt my feelings. I don't know what I'm doing wrong here. I try everything to hold back the tears at school after being yelled at or even being called names! One time he called me a quote "bitch".Or rather quote "bitchy". He told me he really thought that and he really meant it. Now that really hurt. After I was just being sarcastic about something, I get called that. Then another time he called me quote as being an "ass". We were trying to set something on the field for a halftime show and I was trying to make a point to him and he said I was being an "ass". I cried all night about it. Maybe I shoudn't, but you can't play with my emotions.
I don't want to say this about him, because I don't feel that it's right to say this, but sometimes i feel that he's being a big "jerk". It just sounds so wrong when I say that. It's so evil. But, what can ya do? I'm not the only one he makes feel this way. I know of another person that thinks he's the same way. At least I think.
So Alex, if you read this. I'm not trying to be mean at all so don't freak out on me. But I've been trying to tell you this all along, but you just tend to blow me off when I try. I try to talk to you online, but you always say you're busy, but then I find out that you were talking to Stacey, while supposivley busy. So I think this is my only option left. I'm sorry. Please forgive if you can.
:'''-(
~carebear~
O.k.~ Here's the situation. I have a friend, his name is Beebles. I'm sure you all know him on here by now. I'm sure some of you know that he's my ex-boyfriend of three months too. Well Alex hasn't been acting himself lately. I've tried to talk with him about it. But for some reason he's trying to avoid it or something. Sometimes when I try to have a normal convo with him it seems like he always has to yell at me to get his point accross to me. Now I'm not a person that takes yelling very well. I've been that way my whole life. If anyone yells at me the slightest bit, I'll break down and cry. I just can't help it. And it doesn't make it any better when it's one of my best friends that's yelling at me.
Maybe trying to get the point across to him wasn't enough. So I'll try it on here, doubt it will work, but it's worth a shot. I don't know if he notices or not, but when he talks to me he tends to have a harsh tone in his voice or talk at me in a yelling manner. I can't stand it. I don't know if he knows this either. Everytime he yells at me, I go home and cry for hours upon hours. He really does hurt my feelings. I don't know what I'm doing wrong here. I try everything to hold back the tears at school after being yelled at or even being called names! One time he called me a quote "bitch".Or rather quote "bitchy". He told me he really thought that and he really meant it. Now that really hurt. After I was just being sarcastic about something, I get called that. Then another time he called me quote as being an "ass". We were trying to set something on the field for a halftime show and I was trying to make a point to him and he said I was being an "ass". I cried all night about it. Maybe I shoudn't, but you can't play with my emotions.
I don't want to say this about him, because I don't feel that it's right to say this, but sometimes i feel that he's being a big "jerk". It just sounds so wrong when I say that. It's so evil. But, what can ya do? I'm not the only one he makes feel this way. I know of another person that thinks he's the same way. At least I think.
So Alex, if you read this. I'm not trying to be mean at all so don't freak out on me. But I've been trying to tell you this all along, but you just tend to blow me off when I try. I try to talk to you online, but you always say you're busy, but then I find out that you were talking to Stacey, while supposivley busy. So I think this is my only option left. I'm sorry. Please forgive if you can.
:'''-(
~carebear~
