Living the life of a proud loser!

Part 2

Ok...so lately there have been some articles on here about preps at our school. Well to say the least....I'm here to write another one. But mine deals more on a different issue.

Well as most of you know, I'm in our highschool's FFA. It is loads of fun! We go on all types of trips and everything. It's great! A lot of my friends are in it. So I guess that's the best part. Well there are also a poo load of preps in the FFA. I will admit that I've tried to make friends with each and everyone of them. Some of them are very nice and cooperative. But others just treat you like dirt, and give you no respect. I feel that if they're not willing to at least be nice to you and give a person the respect they diserve, then why try to befriend them even more? Yeah well....i guess I'm one of the stupid ones....I just keep on trying to be there friend. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I dunno.

Well anywho....we had a State officer leadership night at our school on Tuesday. We had about 8-9 other schools attend as well. One of the activites that we had to do, we got split into groups. I was with all of my friends. Well the preps in there thought they had to be cool and name their team Pimp My Trucks. I thought it was kinda gay, but that's me. Well we had to come up with a name still. We decided to name our team, The Real World FFA. Since it had to be based on a reality show. Well when we said what our team name was, all the preps just laughed and said how stupid it was and that we were all stupid.

See....that's what i don't like. People putting down other people's ideas or projects, or really anything. I just don't really stand for it. Now i know me friends joke around about things and putting each other down...but we're merely being sarcastic. So no hard feelings there. I can relate on a personal level. I guess it's why it ticks me off so much. When I was in like 3-6 grade there was this kid named Andrew Thai. He was in the same grade as me and rode my bus. I don't know why, but he like to make fun of me so much. He said mean and nasty things to me that I dare not even say on here. It was horrible. It made me feel so bad about myself, merely because i was quite young then i guess. He got to me so much that I thought about killing myslef at like age 11-12. That's how bad it was. So that's why I don't like it when people get made fun of. Especially my little brothers. Ok....I get into a lot of fights with them...but I DON NOT stand for people making fun of them. Just ask the kids on my bus. Some of the people on there try to make fun of my brothers. As soon as I hear about it, I make sure it never happens again. And most of the time it doesn't. Probably because I scare the kids half to death. Actually I don't say anything really mean to them at all. I just put it in a way they'll make sure not to make fun of my brothers. I definatly do not want to see one of my brothers kill themselves because someone was making fun of them or something of that matter.

At my age now.(15) It really doesn't bother me if someone makes fun of me to try and hurt my feelings. I think mainly because I have matured. I've learned to ignor the people. But I don't think my brothers are mature enough to understand.

Am I making any since? Who knows?! I guess all I'm trying to say is that being a loser is just as good as being a prep. Actually, us "losers" probably have more fun than the preps. I don't know though. Just a thought. So don't ever be sad b/c you're a loser. You should feel blessed, and be happy!

~carebear~
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You know I had the same problem as you a was a big time loser at my old school not the biggest but pretty close. I had a problem with couple of guys who rode my bus there where and I hope they are reading this, Joel Kenndy, John Woodring, Max Delplane, and Grant Welson. They would always find some way to make fun of me. I would just break down and cry. Oh and Kelly Coursin and Bryce Miller and Holly Runge(but she didn't ride my bus). They were all preps.. I hated them. Well one day I got really fed up with them and Joel said something and I grapped him by the shirt and almost punching him right in the face Grant (HE IS A REALLY BIG KID) runs right into me and Joel gets away. Parents wouldn't care if I got a bus card or not I hate when people make fun of me or my brother. And I guess when you get to a certain point in your life you have had enough and you fight back.
So if you start making fun of me at this school I just don't care and figure you have nothing better to do. And you are a low life and sometimes I know you are just kidding and I don't really care. Some times if you hit it just right I will go off on you and proably hit you . Soo that is the reason behind some of the things I do . It isn't you at times it is just the past entering and I can't deal with it..

But when I came to this school I started over and told myself I am not that person that everybody knew at my old school and started over and I am thankful for god letting me..

stacey
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I've never had these problems......I guess because I'm intimidating....(Heh, heh....well there is one dumbass...we'll just use his initials BP....f*cker...anyway) The "preps" or assholes as I'll refer to them are....well, assholes. What you should do is ignore them...it works...or, my favorite...beat the everloving hell out of them...(The only reason I haven't done this to some people is because we're on school property) Well, that's all my advice...I'll recommend option A first, but if you get the chance option B isn't always illegal....

~Zoo
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Thanks for the comments guys. Stacey, I don't see why these people made fun of you. You're very pretty, and you're definatly not fat(if they said that to you). Yeah...I tend to ignor those kind of people now.

~carebear~