I Remember You Some Days
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I remember you some days
Most days I don't, though
Overall I don't remember too much pain
I don't remember how bad it hurt
when I stepped on that rusty nail
(But that was when I wanted Trevor)
I only remember the rushing blood
Of that and the slice on my finger
That is now just a blemish
I once cried because of the ugly scar it would leave
Not because of the pain
But now I cling to it
But I remember every
single
heartbreaking
moment
with you
I feel it in my chest,
A panic attack every time
worse than my fear of needles
spiders
deer on the side of the road
hearing about Marines getting killed in Iraq
getting left behind
the thought of being alone for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
Every time!!
Talk about post-traumatic stress disorder
With my only love
That makes me want to love someone else
so much.
Not.
My odds don't look too good
You were pretty lucky you came when you did
Otherwise you would have never been able to love me
According to human sexuality class:
Victims of childhood sexual abuse who are raped later in life have the worst time of it all and are significantly much more likely to commit suicide later in life. We are also usually very unable to have sex (me to a t) or to love, or to trust...
But you were still around then,
You have no idea what it did to me, do you.
"See the sky about to rain,
broken clouds and rain"
"Some are bound for happiness, some are bound to glory,
Some are bound to live with less, who can tell your story?"
Neil Young always said it
always knew it
and you knew it
and i hated it
because i didn't know
i didn't know what it was like
to have your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart on top of you
your entire world would crush you
and bury you in the ashes of burnt bridges
and unsent letters
and photographs of different times
and opportunities never explored
and words unsaid
and love left silent
and hurtful things said in anger
and looks of love never received, or decoded
or all the things in your heart that you always wanted to tell her but now she won't even look in your eyes when you see her and what would you even say to her if she did?
is that how you feel?
cause it's how i feel
having had my entire world fall
and crush me
a few times now
"and i know he's living there
and he loves me to this day
i still can't remember when
or how i lost my way.
you came dancing across the water
___, ___
what a killer."
that's how i feel
that's how i feel
don't blame yourself entirely...
but you can blame yourself
a
lot.
quotations from Neil Young songs "see the sky about to rain" and "Cortez the killer" and were slightly modified to fit the format.
Most days I don't, though
Overall I don't remember too much pain
I don't remember how bad it hurt
when I stepped on that rusty nail
(But that was when I wanted Trevor)
I only remember the rushing blood
Of that and the slice on my finger
That is now just a blemish
I once cried because of the ugly scar it would leave
Not because of the pain
But now I cling to it
But I remember every
single
heartbreaking
moment
with you
I feel it in my chest,
A panic attack every time
worse than my fear of needles
spiders
deer on the side of the road
hearing about Marines getting killed in Iraq
getting left behind
the thought of being alone for ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever
Every time!!
Talk about post-traumatic stress disorder
With my only love
That makes me want to love someone else
so much.
Not.
My odds don't look too good
You were pretty lucky you came when you did
Otherwise you would have never been able to love me
According to human sexuality class:
Victims of childhood sexual abuse who are raped later in life have the worst time of it all and are significantly much more likely to commit suicide later in life. We are also usually very unable to have sex (me to a t) or to love, or to trust...
But you were still around then,
You have no idea what it did to me, do you.
"See the sky about to rain,
broken clouds and rain"
"Some are bound for happiness, some are bound to glory,
Some are bound to live with less, who can tell your story?"
Neil Young always said it
always knew it
and you knew it
and i hated it
because i didn't know
i didn't know what it was like
to have your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart around you
your entire world fall apart on top of you
your entire world would crush you
and bury you in the ashes of burnt bridges
and unsent letters
and photographs of different times
and opportunities never explored
and words unsaid
and love left silent
and hurtful things said in anger
and looks of love never received, or decoded
or all the things in your heart that you always wanted to tell her but now she won't even look in your eyes when you see her and what would you even say to her if she did?
is that how you feel?
cause it's how i feel
having had my entire world fall
and crush me
a few times now
"and i know he's living there
and he loves me to this day
i still can't remember when
or how i lost my way.
you came dancing across the water
___, ___
what a killer."
that's how i feel
that's how i feel
don't blame yourself entirely...
but you can blame yourself
a
lot.
quotations from Neil Young songs "see the sky about to rain" and "Cortez the killer" and were slightly modified to fit the format.