Helenangel....Warm thoughts from you and a hot cup of tea and I am feeling a bit better. Nasty cold, pretty sure that's all it is no fever or anything.

....lost without you..i need you by my side....words from a song i like but that suit me

well my friends ,it's time to confess why i am becoming sad and blue sometimes...7 years ago my brother Nikitas passed away after a tragic accident that happened with his motorbike just a few meters outside our house by the seaside....
ever since i do not think i will ever be the same again.......
He was the most lovable,handsome ,caring person i have ever known..life has to go on through his little daughter's eyes...
i chose my nickname ''helenangel'' so as to be as close as it gets to him,who was my heart and soul.Even though he was just 26 years old he had bocome to a true man,expert in computer ...he owned a computer shop,he adored his job and all of us and above all his little angel...so that's why i get too sentimental sometimes...l dedicate my thread''lost without you'' to Nikitas and i am sure he can see all of it and he smiles right now ...
till we meet...
helenangel

Helenangel....{{{HUGS}}} for you.

Sharing your sadness, sharing your memories, the people who create the magic in our lives live on when we keep them alive with our prayers, our thoughts and our tales. It is good that you speak of your brother Nikitas.

memories, the people who create the magic in our lives live on

bless you kel...tonight i want all of our friends to share another thing...
i want all of you to express your deepest wishes...your deepest desires...
My wish for tonight is this..with my improper and nasty behaviour i caused the end of a precious friendship i treasure...
my wish is i had not said those words and our friendship had another chance...sometimes sorry seems to be the saddest word...

Wow HelenAngel!...Just checked out your website...very talented...nice paintings! Cheer Up Kiddo!

Helenangel....that's a pretty harsh assessment of yourself....improper and nasty....I am a new friend of yours and I am having great difficulty seeing that type of behavior ever coming from you.

deepest wishes...

The skill to build a boat
The strength to sail it to the Mediterranean
The courage to sweep you off the shores of Greece and sail into forever

I didn't think you had a bad bone in your body Helen...
Maybe try to "patch things up" with your friend, as a true friend would forgive transgressions... otherwise they might not have been the friend you thought they were to begin with.

It's a sad thing to lose a loved one so suddenly and tragically too.
Nikos would surely be with you in spirit, Helen.

Yes,Erick and Essencay,unfortunately i am to blame for ending a friendship i was counting on greatly...I quess i asked too much and gave so little in return...
that's alright people do mistakes and learn from them...
Thanks Eric and it is Nikitas not Nikos .You could see a photo of my brother ,me and my dad -he also passed away out of sadness- in www.internationalgala.com .I am the first painter in the group and looking at my bio you can have a look.Press encoding and then English so as to be able to read my notes...
Thanks kel...

Wow HelenAngel!...

thanks webgismos...i am glad you like my paintings...did you sign my questbook?i'd love that

Sorry Helen,... my bad mistake. Must learn to read things more slowly!

Nikitas.....

Yes, you certainly do learn from your mistakes.
I just learned something from that one

it's a freezing cold afternoon in Greece,you are all welcome for some hot cocoa and a delicious piece of chocolate cake I 've just made...make yourselves comfortable and relaxed...shall we watch ''looking for Nemo '' or do you have any suggestions-for a movie- i mean...

Come on, Guys........Lets all get over to Helens place......hot cocoa and homemade chocolate cake.......woooooow

Lets all get over to Helens place

Lets all get over to Helens place......

My lion i missed you so...So glad to hear from you...Any suggestions for a movie? I've got thrillers too.Hmmm. tempting....my vampiric side awakens...

my vampiric side awakens...

Methinks the lady's mischievous side has awaken

/me throws a couple more logs in the woodstove

Hmmmmmmm....movie........I fancy something like Bambi.....yeah i like Disney's Bambi.

So what are all you other guys bringing to the tea party......I've made a load of scones with fresh cream and a blob of raspberry jelly inside

A movie.....Shrek! One of my favorite movies

/me comes 'round with a big ole pot of black coffee and a bottle of Bailey's

Anyone interested in a Bailey's Coffee? Who's got the whipping cream?

bottle of Bailey's

Kel.baileys is my favourite.God i'd love some baileys right now.I am listening to my favourite music right now.Shall we dance? I know you fancy dancing...shall we? Helen bows and here we dance....

made a load of scones with fresh cream

Hmmm...delicious...... Aren't they fattening?Hell,why not?I'd love some more...wow...i am having a very interesting evening....
I hope you like my hospitality...cause your company is so unexpected ...Bambi...yea,i think i have it in my collection.Here it is...let's watch it ok? oh....no more of scones please...i had enough for tonight.Some cherry brandy?

My favourite movie though is''Gladiator''.It's the best ...I like ''sleepless in Seatle'' and most of Megg Ryan's and Sandra Bullocks movies.

I know you fancy dancing...shall we? Helen bows and here we dance

You know it never fails, I get asked for a twirl and I'm not around

I had company over for dinner

Sandra's 2 Weeks Notice , best of them all I think

Gladiator was one of Crows best.

But Mel Gibson has done three movies that I feel say a lot about national pride and hold a lot of inner truth held by many men. The first two revolve around something that is universal but connected with the USA and the third I feel is one of the most staggering presentations of historical media display of national pride and personal honor "We were Soldiers", "The Patriot", "Gallipoli". Anyway...

I like some movies

"The Passion" we will buy on DVD for sure...

Underworld