*Deep Breath* She's comin back today...

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Ok, this is D-Day. Darren's ex is coming back today for a two week holiday. I'm excited to see her again, for real. But i'm not keen on him seeing her again. That's for sure.

I chated with her on Monday before she went to the airport. And she was really excited. She asked if i was free on Friday to celebrate her return with friends and family at her place. I really wanted to, but i'm booked as a barmaid from 6pm to 4am. The big Rallye is happening this weekend (friday, saturday and sunday) and since i've helped them out before they asked me to help them again. 'BIG SIGH'

Oh, i'll still see her during her stay. I'm lookin forward to it.

But, Darren... He said he was goin to the airport to pick another of his close mates up. But, what if it's the same flight as hers. How's he gonna act? Can he really handle that?

I'm sure i'm growin grey hair for nothing. We've talked and he told me her return isnt changin us. Mmmh, i'm woman, maybe that's why i'm not buyin that heh.

But, for some reason i'm not as afraid as i used to be. I think i've reached a point where everything is a whatever. Which could be good, or could be bad. But it's just my actual state of mind.

No matter what happens, it's not gonna end the world, right?
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Reply #1 from JoeUser Forums Top
Everything will work out one way or the other. Look at it like a test if Darren is right for you!

Good luck and my thoughts are with you.
Reply #2 from JoeUser Forums Top
Thank you heather, you're a DARLING. Well i dont know what to think. It's like i said, everything is a whatever these days, as if my mind & heart went into 'numb mode': ???

Am i goin crazy?
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Reply #3 from JoeUser Forums Top
Am i goin crazy?


As a crazy person, I can tell you unequivicably...NO....you are going into sefl-preservation mode. It is natural and healthy. You are protecting your heart just in case.
Reply #4 from JoeUser Forums Top
Ah ok, its just that i never felt this way before, and i'm all surprised cuz it doesnt look like me. At all.

But i guess its a good thing, just in case
Reply #5 from JoeUser Forums Top
Hope everything goes well ...just take his word when he says nothing will change when this woman comes back...you are right, you are probably going "grey" for nothing lol
Reply #6 from JoeUser Forums Top
I still don't think you have a thing to worry about. My previous comments stand as true.
Reply #7 from JoeUser Forums Top
Thank you guys, well for some reason Darren has cooled off all of a sudden & he's a real oyster, he wont talk to me about anything anymore but maybe its because i've been too much of a pain about this whole story, i'm startin to feel very very guilty. I'm lookin for ways to make it up to him. Any suggestions?
Reply #8 from JoeUser Forums Top
Just be cool and at least try to act normal. If he is still pissed at you, let him say so. If that is why he is acting weird, then you can do something nice for him. Otherwise, he will just have to get over it, since everyone comes with baggage and he is bringing some of his for you to carry when his ex shows up. Just Stay cool IG.
Reply #9 from JoeUser Forums Top
IF he has some other reason then he is being a weasel and does not deserve for you to something nice for him.