Dear Daddy

a letter...

Dear Daddy,

Why don't you ever just take one second to listen to what I have to say? Most of the time it's as if you are invisible to me and I'm invisible to you. I ask you a simple question, and you ignite like a bomb. You yell at me, scream at me. Why don't you just shut up and give me an answer? That's all I ever wanted. You're hardly ever home. you think you know how my life should be run. Well, you don't. Trust me. How could you, when you're never there? I'm the one always getting in to a lot of trouble. When in the first place I never did anything wrong. It's never Matthew or Jacob that get yelled at for something they did. I could do one thing and get yelled at. Then they could turn around and do the same exact thing and you wouldn't yell at them or ground them. Why do you do that? Half of the time you don't even act like a father. Sometimes I think you aren't my father. You probably don't know this, but a couple of times I've found porn in the computer's history. It could only be you. Jacob doesn't know how to use the computer. Neither does Matthew, even though he's nearly 13, which is pathetic. I know it's not mom. i highly doubt she'd look at women. I know it's definatly not me! I wouldn't ever think of it! I consider that when you look at that stuff you are cheating on mom. Oh yeah, not to mention that sometimes you don't come home from work on time. that's been happening an awful lot lately. You make her cry sometimes, you know. We'll tell you things and you forget. then you get mad and always yell at me just because you forgot something. Why, just yesterday you yelled at me. You said I could get on the computer. So I did. And about 15min. later you yelled at me and said I wasn't allowed on. What if you actually read this dad? Would anything change? I don't know. Oh, and you do make me feel stupid sometimes too. It always seems to happen around large groups of people too. You wonder why I never want to do anything with you. It's because you yell at me all the time. You're hurtfully mean. So I guess this is what I think about you. Do you like it? Does it make you happy?

~carebear~
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