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I haven't written in any kind of journal or blog since I was in college, which wasn't that long ago....lol...I have had a lot happen to me since then and I just don't know where to start.....I have noticed blogs on the net before and thought they were kind of stupid.....why write to the world?....why let others see your thoughts, feelings and maybe type o's? well after running across this program I installed today, I thought I'd give it a try....how bad could it be?
I guess the main thing I would like to write about -right now is- I am in a relationship I don't want to be in......he is a major cheater. I am wanting to look for someone else, or better yet, not look and let it happen....but I feel that's wrong...even though he does me wrong everyday. We haven't 'been' together sexually for almost 9 months.....but claims we have 3 months ago....I think he is getting me confused with someone else--I know it was 9 months ago because I do what all women do (track their...) well anyway; his main cheat 'thang' is co workers....I even got an email and a call from one of them...in the past. It was so bad, we had to move.....she turned out to be the "fatal attaction" type.....now it's funny; but back then; I could of killed her--even though she wanted to kill me.....why, I don't know; he isn't that big of a catch....at least, not now. He has let himself go....sure enough, I'd let myself go, I'd hear it. He is the type where women belong in the kitchen and men can do whatever the hell they please....sure he has his good sides....but the bad, here the last year, have overruled the good. I have talked to him about this, but of course, it's not happening...everythings great!! Oh really....wish someone would of told me.
I guess the main thing I would like to write about -right now is- I am in a relationship I don't want to be in......he is a major cheater. I am wanting to look for someone else, or better yet, not look and let it happen....but I feel that's wrong...even though he does me wrong everyday. We haven't 'been' together sexually for almost 9 months.....but claims we have 3 months ago....I think he is getting me confused with someone else--I know it was 9 months ago because I do what all women do (track their...) well anyway; his main cheat 'thang' is co workers....I even got an email and a call from one of them...in the past. It was so bad, we had to move.....she turned out to be the "fatal attaction" type.....now it's funny; but back then; I could of killed her--even though she wanted to kill me.....why, I don't know; he isn't that big of a catch....at least, not now. He has let himself go....sure enough, I'd let myself go, I'd hear it. He is the type where women belong in the kitchen and men can do whatever the hell they please....sure he has his good sides....but the bad, here the last year, have overruled the good. I have talked to him about this, but of course, it's not happening...everythings great!! Oh really....wish someone would of told me.