The Easy Come, Easy Go Muse
from
JoeUser Forums
So much time is wasted
thinking of what
I want to write
picturing the end result
the really good ideas
come at inopportune times
on the toilet
through the intersection
just before orgasm
then
when I finally
get a spare moment
to record
these valuable insights
they go back into
hiding
so do I become an
Artist
and carry all my books
and pencils and be
ready when the
muse pops by
or do I play the
lottery and hope that
the flash and the page
coincide?
It’s like I’m always writing
this solitary monologue
just my hands get
tired and my words
repeat themselves
I can never calm
the restlessness of
thought
vocabulary
curiosity
desire
I used to take the
pencil and pad
to places
where’d I’d be
seen
somehow foolishly
thinking that
a writer
was a rare creature
we’re not rare
most of us
aren’t even talented
too often
we keep at it though
to have something
to show
-modest proof
of our ability,
a legacy of little interest
see what I mean?
I lost it.
The muse went
and hid again.
I’ll just wait.
…
…
…
…
Fine.
Just stay there in hiding.
thinking of what
I want to write
picturing the end result
the really good ideas
come at inopportune times
on the toilet
through the intersection
just before orgasm
then
when I finally
get a spare moment
to record
these valuable insights
they go back into
hiding
so do I become an
Artist
and carry all my books
and pencils and be
ready when the
muse pops by
or do I play the
lottery and hope that
the flash and the page
coincide?
It’s like I’m always writing
this solitary monologue
just my hands get
tired and my words
repeat themselves
I can never calm
the restlessness of
thought
vocabulary
curiosity
desire
I used to take the
pencil and pad
to places
where’d I’d be
seen
somehow foolishly
thinking that
a writer
was a rare creature
we’re not rare
most of us
aren’t even talented
too often
we keep at it though
to have something
to show
-modest proof
of our ability,
a legacy of little interest
see what I mean?
I lost it.
The muse went
and hid again.
I’ll just wait.
…
…
…
…
Fine.
Just stay there in hiding.