My Poor Mama
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My poor mama is not very lucky.
My sister is on drugs. Of course, that's no good, but we've always had problems with my sister. It's not really new, she's always done drugs, and she's always been pretty messed up, but it's getting worse, now. My parents are getting dragged into it, now, too.
And she has a baby.
So some of you might wonder, why is Anne always down? How come she's always so damn negative?
Well none of you have to listen to my mammy calling you up and crying, because she's so angry about all the problems that her oldest daughter has, and she just doesn't want to bother with it anymore, she doesn't want to care, she just wants to give it up. And then she asks me if it's a bad thing, and what can I say? Jesus, it's not easy hearing your mom cry about something thats completely out of hers and your control.
Her poor baby never sees his mother. He's growing up, almost two years now, and he doesn't get to see his mother. How do you explain that to a two year old? And he does understand, that he's not seeing his mother... My mom had him one day, and he saw a picture of my sister, and he ran up to it, and started crying "Mama!" in a sad little baby voice, and my mom just cried.
And here I am, four hours away, completely unable to comfort anyone. I'm missing the worst part of my family's life, and I can't do anything about it, except sit in my room here and wonder when it's going to happen, when my sister is going to go to jail, or have a drug overdose, or die... I'm all by myself here, no one to talk to, but I wouldn't want to tell anyone this, anyway, no matter where, because it's too hurtful. I know my family has problems, but it's hard to explain it to others.
So tonight my mom got a text message, and she called me up wondering if I knew the number. Haha, knowing the message NOW, it seems kind of funny, if it WAS someone who was text messaging my parents to get back at me, or whatever, it's a pretty messed up and completely untrue way. Of course, I didn't know the number, and anyway it's pretty positive the message was about my sister, because it said (please excuse the language and racist terminology, it's not me talking its who ever TMed my mom) "your daughter is on crack right now fucking a niggar". Which totally doesn't apply to me, and besides it was a 218 number and I'm 320.
But still, my mom is most likely going to report it to the cops for harrassment, she called the number back and left that message and everything.
It's not fair, don't do this to my mom! She's a nice lady. She doesn't need this, not any more than she already has to deal with. Especially since my sister told them she was quitting.
It's not fair. Poor mommy.
My sister is on drugs. Of course, that's no good, but we've always had problems with my sister. It's not really new, she's always done drugs, and she's always been pretty messed up, but it's getting worse, now. My parents are getting dragged into it, now, too.
And she has a baby.
So some of you might wonder, why is Anne always down? How come she's always so damn negative?
Well none of you have to listen to my mammy calling you up and crying, because she's so angry about all the problems that her oldest daughter has, and she just doesn't want to bother with it anymore, she doesn't want to care, she just wants to give it up. And then she asks me if it's a bad thing, and what can I say? Jesus, it's not easy hearing your mom cry about something thats completely out of hers and your control.
Her poor baby never sees his mother. He's growing up, almost two years now, and he doesn't get to see his mother. How do you explain that to a two year old? And he does understand, that he's not seeing his mother... My mom had him one day, and he saw a picture of my sister, and he ran up to it, and started crying "Mama!" in a sad little baby voice, and my mom just cried.
And here I am, four hours away, completely unable to comfort anyone. I'm missing the worst part of my family's life, and I can't do anything about it, except sit in my room here and wonder when it's going to happen, when my sister is going to go to jail, or have a drug overdose, or die... I'm all by myself here, no one to talk to, but I wouldn't want to tell anyone this, anyway, no matter where, because it's too hurtful. I know my family has problems, but it's hard to explain it to others.
So tonight my mom got a text message, and she called me up wondering if I knew the number. Haha, knowing the message NOW, it seems kind of funny, if it WAS someone who was text messaging my parents to get back at me, or whatever, it's a pretty messed up and completely untrue way. Of course, I didn't know the number, and anyway it's pretty positive the message was about my sister, because it said (please excuse the language and racist terminology, it's not me talking its who ever TMed my mom) "your daughter is on crack right now fucking a niggar". Which totally doesn't apply to me, and besides it was a 218 number and I'm 320.
But still, my mom is most likely going to report it to the cops for harrassment, she called the number back and left that message and everything.
It's not fair, don't do this to my mom! She's a nice lady. She doesn't need this, not any more than she already has to deal with. Especially since my sister told them she was quitting.
It's not fair. Poor mommy.
