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Well, blah, lots of stuff are new. On monday me and bill broke up. I just didnt want to be serious, which was alittle too late you know, but, I wasnt totally ready. I think some had to do, just with the type of person he was (i dont mean that in a bad way) its just, he was a totally different type of guy I'd ever date, and Its kinda upsetting to know that our backgrounds affected my relationship with him, so much. I never thought I wouldnt be with someone for those reasons, but Im thinking now, that that's exactly what I did. besides that depressing me. Today mrs. trimble inner bitch came out. She made me stay after class, for making the sign "crazy" (about her, to Vince) which made Hannah laugh her ass off, after I missed the bus, because I was listening to her, tell me that it was mean to do that. its like ITS HIGHSCHOOL SUCK IT UP!!! but yeah, it was totally stupid. So justin gave me a ride home, and made me feel better. i really have gotten kinda close to him. I mean he's going off to college soon, but everyone goes away... but he understands, what most people dont, and well, I think that after what he has been through, it helps to have him there (for me), and summer too, You know you have thouse friends that make you laugh, and that are caring and stuff, and well Hes all of that, and hes really enjoyable to be around..Ryan got braces, they look good though, no KISSING FOR HIM, that was a joke.. anyways, theres been alot of tention this week, with jamie, its strange, but sometimes you just have to stand up for what you believe in, and yeah... Im not mad at her, i just dont understand why things have to be sometimes?!? I know I complain sometimes, but with some people it gets to be to much, and its annoying, the only topic of disscussion every, is ME ME ME ME. and its BUGGIN ME OUT, lol.. i almost feel bad for jamie, because no matter how bad she wanted it before, or does now, she will never be in a intimate relationship with justin, i know that affects her outlook on things envovling him, but you get to a point were you finally understand things, and have to let them go. blah, moving on : : : Me and steve were talking about abortion this morning during german (from what i could say) and i relized we have so much in common, the same views which was really cool. I just hope i dont fall madly IN "love" with him, lol, like before, but right now, my emotions that way, are tied up, and not going anywhere unless i want them too. I asked for dustins class ring in history this morning and he gave it to me. NO FIGHT OR ANYTHING, lol, then i beat him up, with a water bottle. I know i was flirting and i feel bad because of bill, but its a natural thing, and i see him still huggin girls, i dont know, i know were not over each other, i just dont get it, why do i have to have half ass feelings whenever i think i seriously like someone?and on . . . . . I enjoy my guy friends better then my girl-friends, but... i get attached. Im going to go, jsut thought i'd update, sorry its been so long!!!
Always,
Megan Rae 7:45 pm.
Always,
Megan Rae 7:45 pm.