So she hurt you, all I can do is say, "it's gonna be alright". If that's what you want then there but honestly there's no point in worrying about it. IMO I know it'll be alright, but you could atleast care about me i guess. Really I don't even think you know half of the stuff I've been going through lat
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I'm sorry but I didn't know that in the first place. It's ok. ~carebear~
hey texas, i know this is completley off subject, but do you think you could give me your email address. I really need to disscuss something of importance with you asap. So if you could do that for me, thanks! ~carebear~
No, no. That's not what I was talking about! Ugh, just forget it now! Shesh..... ~carebear~
Ashley, I'm not too sure I can follow my heart anymore. It keeps leading me the wrong way... or I think it's my heart I've been following. Either way, it's not working for me and I really just don't like that I can't get things back to how they were. Humm....well then, I don't know what to tell you. <B
By the way, as for the issue with Ashlee, you say you don't care, but frankly, you SHOULD...not so much for yourself but for how she has treated carebear; you guys may not be more than friends, but you ARE friends, and that shouldn't be forgotten. Finally! Someone who knows what I'm trying to get across
Well yeah, that's what it's kind of sounding like. I do understand that you don't care about what she did and how she lied to you. But never mind anyhow. I really don't think you understand what I'm getting at so im not going to bother with it anymore. ~carebear~
Yeah I really didn't think so either after a while. I think people just gave up on it. ~carebear~
We didn't plan it for you. It was just and idea. No one said that you had to do it. ~carebear~
So are you still saying that she can go have fun hurting people? People...humm...lets see....such as me? ~carebear~
Well, the first thing on my agenda is to figure out what I'm doing on the night of homecoming. A friend of mine, whom I believe you could guess the name of, wants me to go with her to this pretty big dance. I honestly don't know if I want to go to the dance and my mom just told me, about a week ago, that we had a family reunion t
Oh yeah...and if I was Ashlee's cousin I would tell her if she needed help or not. I'm not going to sit there and watch her lie to everyone and play games with people's emotions and go off and hurt some girl like me. I would seriously tell them to go get help. Like if Brandon ever did anything like this, which I doubt he would, but just say so, I would tell him to go get help or try to help him myself. Not just sit there and say, "Oh, good job! Keep it
It's great isn't it? I haven't been on here for like, forever but it's ok, I don't need to be on here. Have fun Ashlee, just don't go being all "making everyone mad is fun" on me now. What?? Are you going to tell me that you're not upset or anything? You don't care that she lied to you or that she's hu
Dharma~ I can ask him if he has any covo's saved. I haven't talked to him since last night at the football game. And i already emailed him ashlee's blog. I don't think he's got on though. ~carebear~
Ha! Sam, you have every right to say things about him. I mean come on....look what the dumb butt did to you. ~carebear~
Sam, I know you hate it. I do to. I'm not allowed to date until im 16. I got about six and a half months. My mom won't even let me go to the mall if some guy friends are there. And you know how sometimes I ride with Brandon in his car. Well, if she found out she'd kill me. She thinks that he'd rape me or something. And you know how Brandon is. He wouldn't hurt a fly. I mean, he hasn't even madeout with anyone yet. But I know exactly what you're going t
Yea, thanks Muggaz!! *hugs!* ~carebear~
Well this certain someone that I'm talking about happens to be Capt. Cornbread, a fellow JU. Yeah he goes to my school. He knows that I like him so much. And yeah, I've thought that maybe he doesn't want me to know he feels the same because he's afraid. I dunno though. Thanks so much Texas! *hugs* Thanks Bridget!!! ~carebear~
Did you ever love someone and know they didn't care? Did you ever feel like crying knowing it would get you no where? Did you ever look into someone's eyes and say a little prayer? Did you ever look into someone's heart wishing you were there? Did you ever watch someone walk away, not wanting them to go? Did you wisper, "God I love you." but never letting them kn
Yeah, I think I just might do that Gideon. I'll tell him first thing Monday when I see him. She needs to pay, BIG TIME!!! ~carebear~
Thanks Gideon!! But to tell you the truth, I wrote this two days ago. But I guess it could also pretain to what "you-know-who" is doing also. Im glad all of you are pulling together for mine a Brandon's sake! And I greatly appreciate that and I'm sure Brandon would too if he knew about this. *hugs Gideon for both me and Brandon* ~carebear~
Allow me to translate: Your little GAMES have real casualties. Thank you Gideon! ~carebear~
My heart lies in a dark pit beating strongly in the dark cold and hardened from all the pain and stress many brutal beatings survival of the toughest wars loving and caring yet filled with the fire of its anger trying to define life figuring out a puzzle wanting to feel love and comfort wanting so much, but getting so little
So she used him then dumped him like yesterday's garbage, she broke carebear's heart, Well she didn't dump him. Actually Brandon dumped her. And he did this by asking me what he should do. He asked me if I would be happier if he'd break up with her. He said he'd rather lose a girlfriend than to lose me.
and what was all that stuff about with Brandon (and Ashley) What really hacks me is the way you used Brandon. You think it should be all OK that you took a high school kid and mad