Stacey, a good friend always tells me this, just let life happen. The Beetles even wrote a song about it. but anyway, let life be lived, stop dwelling. It's in the moments that you sit back and say okay whatever happens, happens that love finds you. or at least thats how it worked for me. You just can't go around looking for it, it has to find you. that sounds like a cliche but it's true. Don't put expectations on love or your prince charming either, h
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Thank you all, for your kind words. I'm trying to think of myself as you think of me, brandon, but i struggle. I struggle to comprehend when people esp. of the male variety treat me like a human being. I have talked to her about it before. I just want to live life and be her friend and stop feeling this way. Oh and andy i think you know who i'm talking about but just to make sure, she's sits next to me in conkel.
Well, how was everyone's christmas? mine was lovely, I got my baby as it is now called. My acoustic guitar, it is gorgeous, and i've dragging it all around the house, playing it constantly. So much that my fingers are killing me, and it kinda hurts to type but oh well. I even wrote a little song which i'm whipping up the lyrics too. so exciting. Brandon better watch o
Cheer up Stacey, don't be afraid to tell someone how you feel. Comunication is so vital. You don't necessarily have to say how you feel. learn how to express yourself, write him a letter, even if you don't give it to him, you'll feel better. I express myself a lot, in really weird ways like writing songs and singing them in front of large groups of people or just plain saying them, it's taken me forever to learn how to do this. Maybe it's just that you
Why thank you shaun, i'm glad i'm not the only one who feels this way
Alan~thanx that was insightful, i liked it. Stacey~ i just don't want other people to go through the same thing, ya know? The important thing is that we are all moving forward. I'm glad you get the point of my article.
I like this poem thingy, but i also think that i condemn and dont' accept myself more than other people. I'm working on it and all, but these things take time. It's sometimes hard for people to accept people who are "different" ( i still don't see how different i am, but i've been told since i started skool that i'm different from everyone else, oh well) but that 's okay i like being unique. People are quick to condemn lifestyles that are just slightly
Oh and stacey, i mean you never know, me and brandon's....infatuation? is that the right word? liking or whatever... really began on a simple ride home on the bus. so beware of piper...j/k. I love you stacey!!!!!!!!!!
that's good, it's so complicated with us, isn't it? hmmmm.....i think that's lie too, and i apologize we should have been honest, i'm glad youre happy ashley.
I was just thinking about life today. I have fallen into a trap where I let my life be consumed just like everyone else's by what people think or at least thought of me, and who's liking who and whatnot. There is so much more to life then fighting over boys, puhleez, it's not worth risking friendship over, *okay it was kinda of in my case because i wasn't really good
Are we all getting along now? i just love getting along, it's so new and different for me. I have friends and i'm glad you guys are getting better, i love both of you dearly and hate when you fight!
Stacey, thanx for being so mature and admitting you actions, i admire that!
Hoorah, Never Fear Captain Cornbread's here. We can all remain at ease!!!!!!!
Oh poor alex, hope it goes well for him!!!!!
Oh and by the way do either of you know where he is? i'm freaking out over here!!!!!!!!
lol, shaun, wasn't it though?
Zoo~ yeah aren't we crazy? Ash~ I guess you could say we were lying sort of, i don't know. he told me that he didn't like me, and then like three days later it we talked on the internet and he told me he liked me the whole time since band camp then we started going out that night. so who knows?
*no offense cypher*
Okay after some quick research just to be sure, it is me and brandon's one month aniversary. (to be honest i have not the slightest clue where he is or what he's doing and i haven't talked to him all day. getting ansy, but that's just a natural defense mechanism after being cheated on for the past four or five years.) I was reflecting on what i've been through to be w
we don't have advent at my church, either of them actually. It's not a pentacostal thing, we did at my old methodist church though.
hee....hee. We should hold a rally or something.
haa, haa. yes he did, it was the most unexpected moment of my life. i think we were at alicia's or somewhere, we should of taken a picture of the momumental moment in history or at least my history.
it's okay ash, i mean i understand. It was just so hard for me to think about how crappy life was back then, you know. i was just sifting back through everyone's old articles and it was like the I Hate Sarah support group or something. Its all good now, but last night i was just so upset thinking about it. i hate to think that my actions brought people pain, but it was hell then. people told us both a lot of crap and i'm glad we've moved on from that.
It's [email protected], and yeah i know exactly who you are talking about in this article. Won't tell anyone..pink promise.
Folkaroonie? that's something new and different i like it....lol. Sorry i made light of your article ash, anyway, your a virigin, i'm assuming, therefore no one can anyway call you a whore or a slut, without looking stupid themselves, right? also, mean people are considered bitches, i am a bitch sometimes i can openly admit that but you dont really act like one.