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Reply to You've finally came... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Shaun... it takes courage to tell someone how much you really care. You have courage... a lot of it, but you are so hesitent about telling the person you care about so deeply... why? Rejection? Don't let that stop you... the girl you love is a very caring person and she wouldn't "reject" you like other people... *cough cough cough* Besides... to be safe you lose the chance of ever knowing. Don't waste time! Live for the moment Shaun... yo

You've finally came... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

The day I feel I can fly Is the same day I wish to die I sit here wondering if what I did was right I cry and pray with all my might I truly love you. I truly do. And hope you can believe me, When I say my feelings are true. I’ve loved only you forever… The others I believed to have cared for Were only useless things,

Reply to I Wonder... in Life JoeUser Forums

Would you be missed... is that a true quesiton? Without you... I probably wouldn't be here now. Not like anyone would even care... but truly Shaun, you saved me. ~only a shadow

You think? in Misc JoeUser Forums

You think that you’re upset? You think that you’re so sad? Think about what’s happened to me, And why I feel so bad. You think that you were dumped? You think you never mattered? Did you ever notice one that was hurt so much, Laying there torn and battered? Thrown aside like trash? Being tossed aside… This all sounds s

I guess I'm American... in Misc JoeUser Forums

Every since I was very young, I have been questioned about my ethnicity. I was the only girl with black hair, brown eyes, and a dark completion when I was in elementary. I was teased. I was called a Mexican and other “slang” ethnic terms. For the longest time I wish I was the “true” American girl… blonde hair, blue eyes, tall and thin. But, I kn

Please Heaven in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Heaven… Please, shine your bright lights on me. I know I’m the outcast, the one that is not worthy of anyone’s presence… but just one time, shine your beautiful light on me. Let someone think in the back of his mind that I’m beautiful, that I’m perfect. For once Heaven, let me have someone that will love me. Have them actually care about me. Plea

He means too much. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

My best friend confronted me… about how much he really liked me. Do you know how hard it is? To hurt someone that close to you by saying that you don’t care for them like that? BUT… even though I said I didn’t like him like that, there are a few things that I know I won’t do. 1. I won’t lead him on by saying, “I think we need to be better f

Reply to I need to diet... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

Thank you Texas Waine... that was extremely insightful. You are very wise and understanding, thank you again. ~Shadow

What would I give? in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

What would I give to live where you are, What would I pay to stay here beside you What would I do to see you, smiling at me Where would we walk? Where would we run? If we could stay all day in the sun Just you and me and I could be, part of your world I don't know when,

What do I do... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I have a friend… no, not just a friend; he is my best friend. He has been my best friend since we were little… since 1st grade. This friend wants to be more than friends… I love my friend… he means everything to me. He and Shaun loved me when everyone else would. He let me cry on his shoulder, when most everyone else called me a baby. He has always been

Reply to It's in the stars. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Geezy... I didn't think this poem was too bad.

What I've Found... in Misc JoeUser Forums

Some search for a refuge, To shelter them from all the pain. Others look for a stable anchor, To give them something to gain. I do not have to search any longer, For that special place. I’ve found it with you, Behind your beautiful face. You do not know I love you. I am too afraid to say. Our friendship means so much,<

Before. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Before we met, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you touched me, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before our lips touched, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before you said, “I love you”, I wish you saw me in a different light. Before we stumbled upon that fight, I wish you saw me in a d

Reply to It's Closing Time... in Current Events JoeUser Forums

I've never looked this forward to graduation in my life. I shall also post my poem I wrote about two hours after graduation last year. Sigh, sometimes... you will subconciously never let go of the past. And I mean the PAST past. Shaun, you will be very sucessful. You live your senior year to the fullest too, alright? Just, don't hurt anyone during the process. I will miss you Shaun... and just like a few other graduates

God's Will in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

The universe has stopped, All time stands still. This love still burns in my heart, As if it was God’s will. The clock is not ticking, There is no time to kill. You make my entire world stop, As if it was God’s will. You need not say a word, To find the silence and fill You need only to speak with your heart, As if

*Sigh* in Misc JoeUser Forums

Yesterday wasn’t my day. I can tell you now… I hate liars. The people who claim to always have been your friend… and have not spoken one word to you. The people that say, “Oh, I care about you so much and I always have!” and they have not even bothered to even say hello. Does that irritate anyone else? Almost WAITING every day just to expect them to say s

It's in the stars. in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Have you ever looked upon a star, Or gazed upon the midnight sky, Wishing your entire heart away, Watching your life just pass you by? Wanting a helping hand, Wishing for a love to carry through. I have been wishing for many nights, And all I’ve wished about is you. The nights I cry with tears in my eyes Are the nights I w

Reply to Longing in Poetry JoeUser Forums

This one is very beautiful... so full of question. ~Shadow

I knew I'd never know... in Misc JoeUser Forums

So many times out there I’ve watched a happy pair Of lovers walking in the night They had a kind of glow around them It almost looked like Heaven’s light I knew I’d never know That warm and loving glow Though I might wish with all my might No face as hideous as my face Was ever meant for Heaven’s light But suddenly an

I love you... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

And I saw you again Sitting, watching, waiting… Staring out the window. I wanted you to see me, Wanting you to feel the same. I stared at your handsome face, For such a long time. But you never knew the glance you felt, Was mine. When you got up to leave, My eyes followed your every move. I wanted to cry… Because every d

Reply to Confessions... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

All right, It’s on. It looks like you really like to eave’s drop Ashley… maybe you pick up things, rearrange what I said, and then tell everyone else? Just like when I supposedly called Alex a “whore”? Yeah, I bet you got your kicks when he came up to me and started yelling in my face. You think that kinda dented our relationship? You probably told everyone about my little problem too, right? And why in the hell are you sending

Reply to Confessions... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

No Sarah, don't pull this shit on me. Don't turn and pretend you care, you don't and you know it. I have turned my back on any hope of us being friends again. "Us" reffering to you, Brandon, Alex, or Ashley and other choice people. You left me when I was at my worst and to make it worse, you called me psycho because I cried. Alex cried and by God, you were there for him and basically told him it was all my fault and he shouldn't worry abou

Reply to Confessions... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

Maybe letting other people know wasn't the best choice... But we will find out whether that statement is correct sooner or later. ~Shadow

Confessions... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

People believe something they have done in the past is embarrassing, humiliating, and degrading. It is something we all live with; we all make mistakes. My confession is something I scarcely talk about… actually, I never really talk about at all. I will mention it to a caring friend… only if they are persistent. Other than those few… no one really knows.<B

Reply to My Lonely Garden in Poetry JoeUser Forums

Absolutely beautiful... readin it touches your heart in many ways. One of the best. ~Shadow