GoodMorphing
feline is both interested and nervious it would be nice to feel more private, but i am nervious as to what will happen /me thinks that the worst (and saddest) would be that we would find that we are not alike at all (though I think that is unlikely). The best is that we remain close friends who understand each other better. My feelings tend to be harder on me than they are on other people. So my fear is the beating I would give myself. <A HREF="https://www.wincustomize
since i work in a group of men, you dont get to see that side of them. even when there are women around, they tend to try and compete for who can make the most perverted or insinuating comment. /me thinks that this is their camaflogue... they think that if we can show what a "man" we are, no one will think to go looking for that other place and they get louder and louder with their "man proclamations" more so the more interested and afraid they become. I don't blame them, I think tha
this is why i keep my heart hidden in a ver secret place, a long way away from people me too, and that is what is scary when I talk to you.... it is easy to show you too many things. Out here in the open.
perhaps we should continue part of this in a more private place? do you have any ideas? one "problem" to deal with on that is that from my work machine most private places may not be accessable, and i wouldnt feel very free to talk even if they were available. I have one idea... If you would really be interested. I have access to some places... HEH... Yes, indeed... we really need to tend to that fuzzy logic. <A HREF="https://www.wincustomize.com/index.asp?Cmd=ful
that is the depressing thing about me. the men i encounter dont seem to have these bits /me has come to think (from her observations of lots of big brothers) that lots of the most tender ones learn to hide these things when they are very young. And they get very defensive of those hiding places. <img src="http://images.stardock.com/images/smiles/sb.gif" border=0 ALIGN="absmiddle" ALT="Powered by SkinBrowser
goodmorphing - so the lonely part will never be that bad. And in a way they worried me. I thought ... feline wonders if my putting my paws over my ears it will stop my inner thoughts leaking out and onto GM's keyboard /me had held her thoughts quiet and kept them off the keys on that last part to save us both! <img src="http://images.stardock.com/images/smiles/sb.gif" border=0 ALIGN="absmiddle" ALT="
*dracoform* thinks these two should be locked in the closet together till they get over this dance phase heh... dracoform is wise... this dance phase is scary and more so because it is so public.... I think my second guessing tyrant is OK with feline, but doesn't like to be in the open like this. All locked down into a sent thread.... <img src="http://images.stardock.com/images/smiles/sb.gif" border=0 A
*dracoform* sometimes worries that feline as an overly cynical view of men /me thinks that dracoform is on to something. Sometimes I think that men's hearts and the tender corners of their brains get dismissed too guickly, or not understood very much.
feline thinks this is very sad women are lovely creatures who deserve to be hugged! way back then my hugs were attached to my heart. And it took a long, long time to glue that back together again. I decided that I really didn't understand hugging at all... or that maybe something was wrong with them. <img src="http://images.stardock.com/images/smiles/sb.gif" border=0 ALIGN="absmiddle" ALT="
feline wonders if GM is ticklish feline sneaks the end of my tail around, and tries ticking GM's left side /me thinks tickled people must never be lonely! <A HREF="https://www.wincustomize.com/ind
feline..feline wonders if by holding onto GM really tight, i can prevent her running away and being loanley? /me thinks that would work, but when I ran away I only went a short distance. It was to contemplate. In a way, having the conversations we had earlier meant to me that I was not completly alone... so the lonely part will never be that bad. And in a way they worried me. I thought ... <img src="http://
ah... yes, grass seed likes it very wet at first.
Feline's back from his jungle! /me puts away her search and rescue team and rushes up to feline with another practice hug.....
/me is beginning to tink that feline must live in a jungle! But she is impressed he loves his plants so.
Though I have been having troubles staying connected lately, if I left it was becaue I got lost that way. And then I would come back.
I will wait right here, feline. It is morning here.... I will make some more coffee (chocolate flavor)
/me ***Blush*** maybe I can make it in this thread after all.... Thank you for your hugging lessons.
It is a welling up of my happiness and a wanting to share it with you so I use the word hug to convey the idea of enveloping you in a cloud of happiness, and comfort, good feelings, and stuff like that. And the word that comes close to all that is hug.
Feline...as for the offline feeling compared to the online feeling, i dont have a lot of experience with the offline type to compare with, so dont really have that problem. Me either... I have slight experience, and therefor no template. But talking about it makes me see that that only means I can design my own mode of hugging, though it may be awkward at first. (kind of like your dress-designing) lets start again, can we? /me relaxes into the feeling in her bra
But I like to think about your dress... I think it is a fine idea!
/me and I feel guilty then because I really do like getting the hugs (a lot). I just don't have any practice giveing them back and it feels real selfish....
Well, I was only meaning that when someone or someones are happy to see and giving hugs and stuff and then I don't offer one back it is because I don't feel graceful in doing that and not because I don't want to return the happyness... I try to pretend and use hugging words, but I don't match the real hugging feeling with my words and .... it is all complicated. I get all hug-tied so to speak.
feline, do you know the look of the inside of an abaloni shell, or a pearl that when you look at it it is first one color and then another and all so fleeting that you have to keep looking to maybe understand a little if you really see the colors shifting... do you know that look? That would be fine for your dress... people would be having to look, and then look again to see if they really saw, and if your tail brought your dress up some, well maybe it would make them all happy and hopeful ins
Sure, I think I could deal with something like that. /me feels a little inadequate with on-line hugging, though. That part.... well, you know (i imagine).