step away from your comfort zone mentality where your limits are not tested anymore and you resort to womblike behaviour you forget how it feels to be foreign you've claimed okinawa as home and then you forget what life has always been like and then you start acting all selfish finally god damnit finally the perfect soldier wi
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reject me over and over again did you hear the wails of my tears on sunday morning you hung in there and I threw my love at you like you deserved it or I thought you did Jordan, just come back to me to make it easy don't leave me here in this pain why do you have to make it so complicated why can't you just give in already for
ureshii da ne the medicine reminds me over and over again don't ever stop I ask it ever release those synapse synopsis shoot those happy neurons all across my spirit give me some soul tonight sister accept me as one of you full on come on , you can do it oh yes you can please don't stop your wonderful story tonigh
why do you feel the way you do shore what composes your state today it's gonna be okay tells you the music and medicine i'm sure it will i reply the music and the medicine make me today they tell me how to feel and they tell me so softly like the whisper of a secret lover fragrances surround me tonight as I step
i got the no boyfriend blues but the abusive ex still loves me he just doesn't know what he wants he tells me over again we're broken up remember that you just have to get used to that have I given him enough of my baggage? i hope so i hope it's me talking and not the yellow pill why you gotta be so clingy i got t
so he's so not used to being able to choose between his liberties that now that he has his freedoms he's really just getting used to his liberties so he is just running to and from comforts rejecting and accepting at his own choice this because he can i am one of those things
i don:t want to be single god damnit can anyone give me any tips on how to get out of exile? for the love of god i:m in a really bad mood fucking fuckers my head hurts from sadness and I just want to get happy so it must be the same way he felt there:s no way for me to fuck with him except make him jealous i reall
so he swares its not me, i'm starting to believe it but i just wish he wasn't so stupid what a waste, i say what a fucking waste he's broken , or a little bit closer to it but nothings gonna change my world nothings gonna change my world like i feel liberated that I dont have that duty of fixing a soldier anymore but i l
on that note, I*m leaving he says on that note, i:m not ready to deal with your post traumatic stress disorder so i:ll just put this up to the war the war that ruined the naive condition of my baby the war that made him more selfish than before the war that made him not give a fuck just break up with me already and so he did i:m n
you kept on saying you miss the old shore what the fuck you kept on saying I have anger issues i don't know how to respond to those kind of comments so because you're saying it, there must be some truth to it and on top of that I'm being selfish i sent you an email but I want you to be next to me all the time gosh whats wrong with
he was frustrating me so much yesterday but i guess its okay i have to take on the nurturing role and breed him back to society and not be so demanding just yet uggh i've waited long enough for god's sakes but I guess I just have to wait a little bit more gosh I'm gonna gain so much wait(weight) same thing </f
so i met jordan today. that niggah looks fine! damn he so fine. his balls tasted like inseciticide though, so I wasn't too keen on that. he said that it was my responsibility to get rid of that smell. bitch please, lysol works wonders. i had a crazy weekend, tons of fun. and it was good that I wasn't searching for cock or validation. I hadn't whacked off
uggh i'm so partied out a weekends of ups and downs and eventful dips and peaks my baby is back and I'm smiling but my insecurities are really all out there that sex in the woods was fucking hot his balls tasted like insecticide but our kisses where those of sweet lustful passion and the things he says afterwards are again so beaut
this ankle, my artifact of a lesser time drains me of energy at this time drags me down hurts me my fucking ankle my baby he's back guess who's back in the mother fucking house shit niggars don't give a fuck that's just my baby daddy that's just my baby daddy i'm hungry, but I'm waiting for my baby to call mother f
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my mind is going a mile a minute and my fingers hurt like crazy my baby's coming home soon and I don't know what's going on in the kitchen i'm really nervous but my party is gonna be the bomb now I'm worried that it's gonna be too big i should send yukako an email to kinda clear it up all right doing it now i need to stop eating<BR
gosh I'm still feeling all sorts of rejection from a faceless website but i'll get over it like i have to get over everything else peace peace lorraine called me brad picked up the phone and my baby is coming back what else could I ask for? do i feel better only because i'm all sorts of validated or did me and fi
self understanding is so vital in living in todays fucked up world and the race jackpot went past me so some things I learn over and over again that I just have to get over aint no other fucking way fiona is doing real good for me right now thank god for music gosh I thought I was gonna have another breakdown and shit peace<!-- Ju-
motha fucka I`m like jericho tear down my site and I`ll repost rebuild like you never seen although this japanese keyboard is slowing my mojo here`s some mojo come to my party don`t laugh come to my party
and I was sitting with the will of will that niggah was trippin but next to him was hottie jones jason yum yum confidence excudes from his pretty well put together face and he gives me advice like a fiend my personal soldier is coming back in no time and I'm all jittery and nervous i would like to think it's only him b
i had brackistan.joeuser.com website but they no let me post no more i don't know why i send email to owner person, he no reply okay so I let ya'll know how the eternal foreigner is feeling after being exiled okay so i've had some good times that people have not heard of but here we go again don't shut me down por favor </f