free at last, free at last, praise god almighty i am free at

so jordan is off the island
and things seems so much easier
i still kinda fast forward to different points in the relationship all the time

melinda told him that I got my canadian visa
and he wished me the best in life

oh how it feels to be discarded
to be thrown out like yesterdays trash

again life comes back to bite you in the ass
because of what I did to TDY jon this summer

gosh i just took a shower but i'm still so itchy
and i just want to chill
and have a good time

its so wierd being gay
and knowing your social limits
and where and where you are not accepted

oh canada, oh canada
oh ms. ma
thank you for your discretion

at this juncture of life
i really need to suit up
and take things seriously
and not hurt people that are the closest to me

there is no need for me to be angry anymore

oh how i wish steve would've been mine
i fall every other day
why am i such an emotional character

talking to amit felt really good today
i guess he's doing okay

i guess i kinda use him as a benchmark post
for how far i've come and how far i've gone

so comes to an end my dixie chicks vacation

i hope melinda didn't get to an accident
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