??? silica gel? ...they use silicon in implants, don't they? hmmmmm, better be careful!

Anyway, glad you are sticking around!

??? silica gel?
sounds like you must have some very strange stuff in your refrigerator? (and pizza should taste much better)
/me slaps MrGupps upside his head for eating whatever that is... hehe

hehe GM look at us! hehe
what is this silica gel? and what is he doing eating it???

hmmm silicon in implants? well that could explain how he is eating it but how old is he? hehe

no SILICA gel its stuff that comes in new shoes. Its like little beads. Anyway on the packet of beads it says "Warning: do not digest"
i ate them in attempts to suicide. it didn't work. And i want a painless death. So im gonna wait till i find kemlock tea or synide.

and I know you're kidding right? cuz I will seriously have to come kick your behind! that's not even funny MrGupps!
(so don't even talk like that)

now go eat some pizza it taste much better! hehe

...anyway, life gets better. The deeper your angst now; the greater your bliss! Just don't blow it 'til you get there.

MrGupps, how old are you again?

MrGrupps, please visit:
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/
and
http://suicidehotlines.com/

maybe age is not a factor here? but I sure hope you're kidding MrGupps, if not, you listen to GM and be strong and ride your emotions out! (them bad feelings all pass as time goes on moods change and all that) so be strong and take care okay!

now go eat something that taste better than silicawhatever that is... like sushi or icecream? hehe

Good links KG...I hope he reads them.

/me thinks guppy is in his teens?

Life is short enough as it is...ya gotta hang in there and keep faith that there are better things around the corner.

I was just looking for that page, KG. I knew I saw it somewhere recently!

...besides, I know your parents would be more upset about this than your 'not getting straight As'.

teens? okay well then me is trying to think of better tasting things to eat for a teenager... *thinking* *thinking* *thinking*

That's why I was wondering about the age.

/me thinks that MrGupps once said he was 46!

Eat chocolate, it releases endorphins (happy brain chemical)

Sunflower seeds! yeah eat those! much better!

MrGrupps parents don't always have much time to know how you're feeling so you need to go talk to them cuz they love you and need to know okay, they are prob busy working hard to take care of things for you, just pull one aside and tell them you need to talk alright? or call a friend up and have some chit chat (crying helps alot too!)

then go buy some Sunflower seeds (It's all I ate when I was a teen) hehe

46!!!

shoot okay me is *thinking* again

okay definetly he needs to go eat some sushi instead hehe

I doubt age is a factor here, but whatever the deal is I hope he feels better alot of ppl are not feeling too good right now...

#11 by MrGupps - 3/24/2003 9:20:49 PM
mine was very recent

Good bye............For Good

Im am going away, i wont be on wincustomize ever again, or anywhere else for that matter. Im sick of everything life sux. Im outta here.
Im not gettin straight A's like i should be, im a failure kid, and i haven't done anything to make my parents happy.

sushi is good (I love cucumber rolls)...with chocolate for desert....

I like that 'California' sushi... with fresh tomato, cucumber, avaccado...

...oh, it has crab or lobster too!

Would you guys stop it. You're making me hungry and I'm too sick to eat anything but liquids with this nasty old virus.

Chocolate. *sigh*

Anyone ever had See's candy? http://www.seescandy.com/ Best chocolate in the West!

MrGrupps....I was academically dismissed from college (yep, kicked out). Did it end up ruining my life? No. Because I had faith that things would work out. I have worked at Stardock for almost 8 years now, and am now just going back for my degree (only ended up with an associates degree). I'm happily married and have a 4 year old daughter. You just have to have faith in the future. My parents seemed to hate me when I was a kid, too. I was constantly grounded and was always a "screw up". But, it got better. Your situation will too. Just have faith.