Yes, Kendra and Jeffers.....I'll miss you so much!!!! I love you guys!!! Keep the fort down ok? You know, I think I'm done. Done with it all. After writing that blog I wrote earlier today I think I feel a lot better. Tomorrow is going to be great! I'm so excited! But I just got home from softball practice! OMG! It's so tiring. We did so much running and it's only the first night of conditioning. I just might end up falling asleep on the bus ea
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See, it's so hard to get out of it once you're in. That's what you guys don't see. I've tried to get out of the whole thing, but people just drag me back in by saying it's my fault and other bullshit. ~carebear~
Thanks Jeffers. But if she wouldn't have blamed me in the first place then I would have never been brought into this. I keep saying it's my fault, but in the back of my mind something tells me that it's not. I don't even know anymore. Hopefully it'll all end. Hopefully I won't be known as a bitch anymore. ~carebear~
I'll miss you when we're in Florida too! ~carebear~
Awww....you're such a sweetheart Jeffers. ~carebear~
Well it doesn't matter if you think I'm the so called Smiling Kitten or the so called evil Bitch. I'm going to write this anyways. If I don't I'm going to have an emotional break down and I don't want that to happen the day before we go to Floida. And I know a lot of drama has been going on here and you people are tired of it. And I'm sorry. You can blame me for all o
Jeffers, I think we should be thanking you. You've been there for all of us to talk to. Even though some of my not have noticed, you were still there. I'm blessed to have such a friend like you. ~carebear~
Shaun you sound like I do! Stop(e) it this minute! You can't put yourself down like I do to myself. I won't let you! lol. I guess if you want advice read my article about Prince Charming again. ~carebear~
I find myself wrong again Staring out my window Wondering what it is I should've said I find myself at home again Waiting for the after call From a fallout that feels like such a mess Oh, I can only be myself I'm sorry that's hell for you. Hey so what's my damage today Don't let me get in your way Le
I guess you got what you wanted Sam. ~carebear~
Your Seduction Style: The Natural You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. You Are A Realistic Romantic You are more romantic than 70% of the population. It's easy for yo
Yeah, some of the music was corny, but hey we still had a good time. ~carebear~
ashley, i just hope she doesn't get mad at me for saying this, No, I'm not mad at you for saying that. ashley doesn't even feel comfortable talking to you anymore sam.</
Oh Shaun, you know you like the attetion! Jeffers, Kendra is right! You shoulda came. It was so much fun! ~carebear~
Well, I of course have nothing better to do on a Saturday. Except be bored and talk to Shaun! But talking to Shaun is a good thing I guess. No, wait.....It's a really good thing. I've been up since 8:30am, but I guess you could really say almost all night. I tried to go to sleep but it really didn't work for me. I'd say I got about 3hrs of sleep total. No worries thou
You would all be screwed. Indeed we would. I think Shauns advice is AWSOME!!!! and Jeffers's isn't too bad either! Yes, Shaun's advice is awesome. But I
That I do, Ashley, that I do. Wow, that makes you sound like one of those smart people! ~carebear~
Jeffers, if I knew your mom I would help you out. But as being a girl.....does your mom like jewlery? Maybe you could get her something like that. Or on the other hand cheese! lol. ~carebear~
I have a feeling that God has been tempting quite a few of us lately. But maybe it's for the good. Who knows? ~carebear~
Yay!! Kendra is finally a member!!!! ~carebear~
Shaun, I think you already know how I'm feeling. Just think back to the talk we had the other night. That should help you remember. So I guess I really don't have anything to talk about at the moment. ~carebear~
Wow, if Shaun wasn't here.....well....I think I'd be lost! If I had never meant any of you things would be so much different. I think it's such a blessing to have friends such as you guys. I think if it weren't for all of my friends I'd been worse off than what I am now. I have a past life that still haunts me, and it's so terrible. I try not to think of it, and try to think of all the good times I've had with you guys, and that I will have. ~
Are you turning into Stacey, Brandon? Sounds like it, you're agreeing with everyone. lol j/k. Anyways.....couldn't truth also be an opinion? If you stated your opinion about a certain thing thing you're more than likely telling the truth. Because an opinion is what you believe, so would that be the truth too? Gah! You have me thinking now. lol. I'm not even sure if I'm making any sense. But that's me I guess. .I have a large coat(th
You don' t know about it Shaun? I thought everyone did. But I won't tell you b/c I don't know if she wants me to. I'm sure you'll find out. ~carebear~ P.S.~thank you so much for talking to me last night Shaun!!! I love ya!!
Thank you Sarah. That makes me feel a little better. I don't know what I was really thinking last night. I was really depressed for some odd reason. And then there's that other reason. I don't even know about myself anymore. ~carebear~