Yeah, I too know how you feel. I've heard every side of the story more than 5times already. So Yea, i know how it is. ~carebear~
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No right now, I only like I think three guys. So, that's not a lot. I really don't like brandon like that anymore. ~carebear~
Ok, most of you won't get this. But I'm going to go ahead and say what I please right now. I'm not really depressed, but not happy right now. I really can't discribe how I feel. It's a really weird feeling. I feel nausiated(sp?), excited, tired, dreamy, and a lot of other things. I've been thinking. Everyone's been kinda teasing me how I don't have a boyfriend. Seriou
Sam, it's ok to cry when you need to. Everybody has a right to cry and let their feelings out. You know how I feel about this now. I'm seriously trying to help you soooooo much! I love you to death! ~carebear~
Ok, yea, we'll have to talk then. Although I'm not sure when. I'm kinda banned from getting on my computer at the house so i'm here at school and they don't have messenger here. So we're S.O.L on that one. I really don't see you at school except lunch, and band. I don't know. Whenever is best for you. Maybe I'm just so confused that I've lost myself. It's only the one part of this article. I don't know. All that I know is that I've been hearing three d
Alex, I've been praying for you ever since I heard about your surgery. I pray for you everytime I see you. I know you're in pain. Pain that I have not a clue to what it feels like. I'll be here for you and so will God. He's with you always and he will be for ever. He's watching you this very moment. making sure that everythings ok. he knows you hurt, he will help you get through this, and so will all of us. Hey, if this makes you feel better, we have t
I know you love me! mwahahaha! lol. yeah i'm slow, just admit it! lol j/k. Yes we were tango-ing. lol. ~carebear~
Ok, I'm really not going to get into this one. I'm afraid that I'm going to hurt someone if i say something wrong, well in which they take it wrong. But I've heard Sam say a million times that it was her fault. In fact, I've heard it all day from her. So I doubt she said it was her fault. and if alex wasn't emailing her back, which I'm not saying if he was or wasn't, then she had the right to address him on here. No offense but, by the looks of it, yo
Ok, well I'm glad this article is filling in for most of you. But after hearing both sides of the story....I'm lost, and confused. Supposively I'm not supposed to mention anything that was said in the convo between Alex and myself. So I think it's best not to. So I won't. But After hearing what he had to say to me when he "vented" it didn't sound like this article. Everything you said to me was completely different than from this article. I don't get i
Yeah, that's exactly where I got that from! lol. Not really. it just poped into my head at that very moment. Yeah, I can't believe it took this long for it to sink in! I'm so stupid! lol ~carebear~ P.S.~ Shaun thanks for being a friend, and you too Sarah! I love you guys so much!
Yeah, you probably shouldn't know. I really don't like talking about Ashlee Ryder and that incident. It just brings up bad memories of the convos her, brandon, and myself had. But if anyone ever wants to know, i'll be willing to tell them. ~carebear~
Thanks Sarah! I'm glad people actually like my poetry. It makes me happy. ~carebear~
I agree. I like being happy. I also like to see it when others around me are happy. ~carebear~
Yeah, I'm glad too Sarah! Now I can't imagin my life with out you two! It's so great having you guys around. I miss you too Sarah! I miss Stacey too, but i've been able to talk to her on msn. You know, actually I miss all of you guys! ~carebear~
Ok, i've probably, mostlikely been boring you for the past 3hrs with three new articles of me just blabbing. It's really boring here at my house. Nothing to do. I've been on messenger. I talked with Alex. He's decided to call me smiling kitten now. Sounds a little odd doesn't it? lol. Well he got it from my display picture on my messenger. I always have this picture o
Heh. Thanks a bunch Alex. But I still think it's corny! lol. Don't ask me where it came from. Just one of those weird-o things I think about and come up with. but yea, thanks! ~carebear~
Yes, Sir Peter's articles were sometimes really nasty. But I guess that's what he wanted to do to make people read his stuff. ~carebear~
Ok, I've come to the conclusion that at some point in one's life, they will think that the world revovles around them and nobody else. Let me just say, it doesn't revolve just you. It revolves around you and everbody else in your life. Like Sarah said, most of us take our friends and boyfriends/girlfriends for granted. I believe you should thank God each and everyday
Ok, I'm way late on commenting. But oh well. Yeah I think I'm out of my dark hole. I feel better now. Alan~ Insightful little picture there! ~carebear~
Dear Daddy, Why don't you ever just take one second to listen to what I have to say? Most of the time it's as if you are invisible to me and I'm invisible to you. I ask you a simple question, and you ignite like a bomb. You yell at me, scream at me. Why don't you just shut up and give me an answer? That's all I ever wanted. You're hardly ever home. you think
Ok, I've found one. That would be pudding snack. Of course, how could you forget that! And I think that other one would be pull a? Am i right? You know something funny? Those two words were developed during out wonderful time spent in band. lol. But who would've thought?! ~carebear~
Hehe, the old Ryan stories! Those are quite interesting. No offense Sarah, but we if he says something mean to us, we always remind him what he did at band camp. lol. We only say b/c it gets him mad, not because we don't love you Sarah. I love you! lol. Yeah, but everyone on here should know of my story with him. Which is not in the slightest bit true at all! I repeat, not true! lol. I'm sure you guys insist that it is true but it's not. Now that I've
Walking through the fire holding your hand afraid of something but what is it? I don't have a clue. It's hiding, creeping about, like a monster in the closet, or the boogyman under the bed, jut there, waiting for me. I look to you for comfort to save me from my fears are you going to be there, when it comes to
Yeah, nevermind, i know who this is about. ~carebear~
Wow! She has gone off the deep end hasn't she. But no offense to you two(sarah and brandon), but I'd actually take her side. I know exactly how she feels. She feels like I felt. She feels as if she's left out, and that you two don't want to be her friends, you just want it to be Sarah and Brandon all the way. She told me about the whole book holding thing. If you ask me, that's pathetic. No offense though. I'm sure it's not going to kill you guys not t