Of course you are still sweet. Yay! Ashlee
Ashlee Ryder
Ashlee if someone else is making you feel good then you have to look at why you cant make yourself feel the same things. Otherwise it isnt love your feeling but the dependancy on someone else to make you feel things that you cant make yourself feel. If you cant love yourself then you cant love anyone else. Love should be compli
Emma, What time is visiting hours over? I want to come over to be with you guys for a bit. I have to leave by 11 though if I come. BUT I am definitely coming tomorrow. I have a feeling you are going to need a break from sitting at the hospital. Ashlee
CS. . . am I still sweet or have I lost that? Oh BTW, good quote Ashlee
BTW, Ashlee is a very sweet girl. I don't know what I'd do without her at times. When I first had Alysia, Ashlee would take Paige to the pool with her and they'd spend a couple hours together, which helped me out A LOT! Thanks you Emma! I will probably be stopping by tomorrow, you NEED to sleep, and e
EMMA! Why didn't you call me??? I know there's nothing I can do, but I would have gladly stayed at the hospital with her so you could sleep! If you need ANYTHING remember, you can call me. Alysia is like a little sister to me now, I'll do anything to help her, or you or Shawn. Just let me know. You'll be in my prayers, Ashlee
I know you probably don't want to talk to me about it, but if you do, I'll give you my e-mail. Even if you aren't ready, or probably never will be ready, I would love to talk to you. So, here is my e-mail. . . [email protected] I really am sorry. I honestly didn't know about you, but Brandon didn't know that I didn't know about you. So please don't blame him. I do know how you feel though, I don't want to go into details, but I was hurt
OK. . . So I don't really know what to say. And I keep telling myself not to say anything at all. I'm sorry that your upset. We honestly, did not mean to hurt you. But I can't really help the way he makes me feel. I know that won't make you feel any better. I don't know what to say. . . I wish I knew the words to make this all seem ok. But I can't. All I really know at this point is, Brandon makes me laugh when I want to cry, he makes me happier. He'
lol . . .that sounds interesting Ashlee
Dharma, your kids are adorable!! Ashlee
Trina, you have a beautiful family!! Ashlee
.. that was funny Ashlee
... Interesting Ashlee
Hey... I miss you.. A lot.. Its 1:31... and I got home early. . . and I'm so tired that everything is FUNNY. not just funny, but hilarious... Ashlee
EW. . . Ashlee
1/ fell in love ? hmm... last night 2/ got drunk ? never 3/ drove a car ? a long time ago 4/ had sex ? not yet 5/ got a job ? a year ago
This brought tears to my eyes. I wish there was something I could say that would help, but I really don't think there is. Just know you are in my prayers. Ashlee
WOOHOO!! *hugs CS* Ashlee
CS... will you marry me?? Ashlee
Let him call for a ride Ashlee
AWE! Thanks!! *kisses CS's cheek* Ashlee
CS... do you love me?? Ashlee *sighs*
I got a Mustang for my birthday.. just not a new one.. lol Ashlee
AWE! you're not scary!! I saw a picture!! Ashlee *sighs*
AWE! you're not scary!! I saw a picture!! Ashlee *sighs*