if only i could follow my own advice
propagandhi
So he's obviously impressed by my caring psychologist demeanor. Of course my sarcastic race based sense of humour got his eyes twinkling too. Mother fucker wants me bad. He's all up on me and the people are starting to look. I tell him to back off that we're in a public place. He doesn't care. I tease him. When I give him my phone number, I stick in his boxers, and te
so let this whole ordeal be over with before it starts. give the mother fuckers their money, charge my insurance whatever you need to and let me go to bed with this whole ordeal. I can't deal with my name being drug through the mud, just give me some more pachiri pachiri showers, and let the smell of a japanese shower radiate through my house, and when i step out of t
so i wouldn't become more of a darkie. left the sunscreen on my face because it caused a white reflection. left the sunscreen on my face because it was my day off and I wanted to rest and bask in the glory of the day before. now instead of being a darker darkie, i'm a pimple faced quarter lifer. instead of the radiating whiteness, i glow of immaturity and ugliness
have you ever been getting ready with college girls, when they look in the mirror and say, "i'm getting laid tonight"? if you talk to both genders individually you will find out that the way they view sex is mostly determined by the society they were raised in, and less by the way the opposite gender treats them.
I want a man with dark rimmed glasses. I wonder why that turns me on. Those hot military men on the beach where driving me crazy, and knew I couldn't touch. Thank God the feelings of guilt are no longer there, but being stuck here is killing my sex drive. Just give me some head, give me some head. All the niggas on the street say " money oh we made it, it feels so goo
so there's a fucking cop at my door this morning. it took them long enough, hopefully this shit will be over and done with. JFC just when I thought it would be okay, this fucking shit has to happen. hopefully it will be over and done with. Don't let it get a hold of you..... I have to stop eating just because I'm bored. I need some good shit. Fuck that shit.
i only got attention from the japs tonight. those beautiful whities didn't want to be with me at all. the bitter marine that rejected me online did turn out to be totally bitter. he was almost suicidal. i don't want japanese friends, i want some nice military men to show me the light. i'm not the right fucking color. i'm not the right fucking occupation. i'm not the r
I'm not sure if I should apologize or be thankful. What was so freaky about that anyways?
so i'm really bored here. i'm getting fat.... eating all this delicious food. i love japan but I hate japan, you know what I mean. anywho's the kids are friggin crazy, thank god I only have to deal with them for , at the most, 2 hours a day..... could you imagine having to deal with their dirtiness all day long. so how about a Master of Science in International Rela
Everytime she comes around. Aint no sunshine when she's gone. And she's always gone too long.
I want that baby daddy, who brings in his baby so proud into the office, who is smiling so big and never been fucking happier. I want to lick his balls and feel the sweat drop on my forehead. He could be doing anything he wants, preferbaly (sp) fucking another man up his clean ass, when I'm down there. I'm too fucking afraid of vagina. I want my face to be in the midd
two words: hood rich
every article doesn't have to be an extremely master-planned thesis/argument. articles are supposed to make you think. obviously, mine did it's job. i'm not making some profound statement, i'm just letting everyone know how it is. perhaps making you think twice before the next time you man-hate. not an excuse for deadbeat dads, rape or infedility ; just another perspective.
I got back to Japan in July and have regained full conversational skills in Japanese. I'm exicted as hell. But my friggin English is slipping. I've read a couple of articles say that it's normal to lose some of your primary language as you gain vocabulary in a secondary one. I hope my brain can hold a couple more, I so want to learn Spanglish. "The trend in
pow wow, how you like me now.
so when you accuse me of thinking about sex too much, don't blame me. blame the layout of my body. I can't avoid my sex organ. your's is tucked away in a nice little cushioned jewelry box. mine gets in the way when I walk, gets in the way when I sleep. Mine reminds me of it's existense the first thing in the morning, and begs for attention before I go to sleep. <
i'm in recovery.............
so i claim to have cured myself from my sex addiction, but gosh darnit I still want attention. I'm still gonna lower my standards to let some old man suck my cock just so I feel needed. That he adores me simply for my age. Of course if I decide to engage him in conversation, he's gonna want me even more. I just want that old man to do all the work, so I feel that I
if only the world was as simple as black and white. I'm neither, so perhaps my fictionalization isn't all that fictionalized. I know how it feels to be not white enough and not black enough. I'm not asking for pity, i'm just asking to be given full credit for my work.
this is me venting. I am not black and I don't have any children. In the multi-cultural country I lived in, it's important to make sure you understand what other people are going through. More important, you have to find things in common with them, so that you don't get stuck in the supremacist mind set that seems to be prevelant in the country. Someone you can't get over no matter how hard you try is equivalent to a baby daddy. Listen to the cry
drink some more coffee, the next slave like phone call is only a minute away. avoid the white person telling you what to do. the fucking manager who gets paid to be less human. the fucking manager that gets paid to intimidate you and threaten to seperate you until you actualy separate. Jesus loves you and your alcoholic jail-ridden baby daddy. He said he loved you on
The Married Man with 2 kids kept on looking at me from across the bar. He's Okinawan by choice, I'm Okinawan by birth. The fucking Amejo was walking around like she was some good shit. Bitch please, I have more game than you'll ever have. Go straighten your teeth, and dye your hair black bitch. And please, please for the love of God, no more Curry Comments from the fu
I remember that totally crazy night, when I was in the middle of 2 men. I connected them. We where being bad bad boys, and It felt so fucking good. My groin never felt so used, yet my groin never felt such excitment. Today as I sit, in a place that I'd rather not be, I think back to the craziest sexual times of my life, and cherish them. Being a bad boy never feels go