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Reply to A Man That I Don't Have The Words To Describe in Misc JoeUser Forums

I know what it feels like to lose someone that amazing in your life. Yes it hurts like hell, but you must remeber that if he does go before you get a chance to see him again it was the way that God wanted it. I really hope that you do get to see him again. My grandmother was amazing, and she was diagnosed with Lung Cancer. She tried many treatments but it was too far gone, and she decided to enjoy what she had left of life. We all thought that

Reply to TV: A Love/Hate Relationship in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Your brain may thank you for it but your wallet may hate you for spending on books! ! Just Kidding! Hey we should all have a manditory break from the television. Aloha

Reply to I See the Light! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thanks moderateman. I really hope that we can rebuild our relationship. It will take a lot of work, but it will be worth it! Aloha

I See the Light! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Well, I have good news to those who have been praying so hard for me. Today is a break throgh day! One majorly good thing happened today. Jessica, the best friend, went into my sisters work and she said she wanted to talk to me. My sister told her to call me, and that to her knowledge I was on the fence about hating her. When I got home my sister told me what she said

Reply to Iran, either we take them out, or Israel does. in International JoeUser Forums

You are really only speaking the truth that noone wants to hear! Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Moderateman, you are very funny! I have done my best to put it behind me! It no longer has power over me I promise! Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Atually, no I did not pass the test. But I talked to the teacher and told her what was going on at home, and she gave me a ton of extra credit. She also said that if that did not help she would not allow me to fail the class based on the circumstances at home. But thank you for your concern. I did get to graduate in December, and now I am trying to find a full time job to save up for college. Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Thanks You Jennifer, and if i ever get scarily close to that you will be the first person that I contact. Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

What are you taking about bigrickstallion? What test?

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Thanks Jennifer. I promise you I will not do anything stupid, but yes sometimes it is hard to deal with! Thanks for your concern. Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Trinitie, you are not going to get me to move there! Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Thanks! You are awesome! Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Anonymous, They out some very valid points on this, and I agree. I am not going to allow the pain from your comment to ruin anymore of my days. Because I have enough emotional damage from my life right now, from the rest of my life. I am attempting to heal from the pain that my best friend inflicted by not even looking at me. I am going to heal, but without a grudge, it will take a long time. It will be worth it. Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

foreverserenity, Thank you for your words, and I agree if they were not cowards they would leave their names. Obviously they know me pretty well, because they know my entire family. I promise I will not give up, and I will do my best to let go and let God. Thanks for the prayers! Please continue to comment on my blogs, I love your meaningful responses. You seem like a wonderful person also! Aloha

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Gideon MacLeish, Thank you for the inspiring words that you wrote me. I also thank you for always reading my terrible writing ! You seem to be an amazing person, and I thank you for the words of wisdom. I am going to print them off and hang them on my wall. I really do not have the words to express to you how much you touched me, I am in tears. So just know that I am grateful, and alwa

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

August, The reason that I do not pour all of me into our relationship is because I was doing that for a long time. But then you choose Jessica over me. I am just afraid of getting hutr again. It has taken me this long to begin the healing process over Jessica, because I did not want to let her go. She knew everything about me. Mostly I am still healing. I poured everything I had into our relationship, so just give me a little while longer, I promis

Reply to Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

P.S. Anonymous why dont you put your name next time and we can tear apart your life, and then tell you to get over the pain that I caused by doing that! Aloha

Response to Anonymous in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Reply By: Anonymous(Anonymous User) Posted: Thursday, January 19, 2006 I want to let you know something. Everyone on here has made a lot of sense that I think you should listen to, yet you are not. You say you want to tell your father how your heart is breaking.. well do it! Life is not always right or wrong, sometimes it just is. As for yo

Reply to IF YOU Could Undo one single act what would it be?> in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

If there was one act that I could undo, and only one, I would go back and never allow my best friend to come to my house. That would have stopped her from enduring the pain that my father inflicted on her, he sexually abused her, and many times when I was in the same room and I did not know. I feel so guilty and I just wish that I could go back and prevent it from happening. Mabye it would have prevented alot of bad things from happening in her life. T

Reply to I Belong in Misc JoeUser Forums

Trin, when you come visit me I will gag you with a frigg'n spoon! lol! Aloha

Reply to Why do I put up with this!? in Writing JoeUser Forums

August if we need a mother figure so bad we will tell you. You do care because when I tell you, you get angry at me and then we are just fighting about something else. I feel the same way, you and Jolene seem like you are hating me and neither of you tell me what I did even if I confront you. I did not want to be right about Jess either because she was my best friend, and she knew everything about me, but it seems that when it comes to bad things I

Reply to What is the Real Meaning of Life? in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Thanks Shovelheat that is really sweet what you have said, and I understand what you mean by beig depressed an awful lot. Sometimes I go three or four days without sunlight. So I do my best to hang on, and think of the good things that have happened to me. So like days like today when I go and apply for a job at the animal shelter I am grateful that I am not one of those animals, who only have 4-6 weeks left to live, of course that is if they do not ge

What is the Real Meaning of Life? in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Well we all know the saying "To be or not to be, that is the question." But what does it mean to those who have seriously considered suicide? What does it mean to those who have attempted to take the easy way out of life? Well here is a little tidbit from someone who has thought about and who is still considering chickening out of this hell hole of a life, and facing

Reply to Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

Augie you are silly, I know that you guys would miss me. But sometimes it seems like it would be other wise. I love you to! Aloha

Reply to Why do I put up with this!? in Writing JoeUser Forums

I have talked to her, and she says that she wont care but she will. Because August does, and yes she does have a generous heart but how much of it is for our good. I mean it all is but she is trying to make p for what she never had, and if she does that it needs to be with her children not her sisters. Her sisters need her to be a sister, not a mother. Aloha