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Reply to Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

No she just hates me and that is because she is choosing her new husband and her psycotic mother over me. But hey blood is thicker than water right. Aloha

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Anonymous I know that life has a lot to offer, but sometimes I just dont see it. You can not honestly tell me that you have never not seen through the tears. So now I am going. But I know that my friend blames me for not protecting her. If she did not then why will she not even look at me. It just breaks my heart that I failed her as her friend and as a human being. Moderate man, thank you for the comment, and I left a comment on yours. You are pr

Reply to Why do I put up with this!? in Writing JoeUser Forums

Sara, thanks for the comment. But I cannot help but feel the way that I do. Many times I felt that she is helping us, but not so much for us but for her. I feel like she is trying to be the mother that we never had, including her, but we dont need her as a mother. We need her as a sister and a friend, and I dont think she realizes that. Aloha

Reply to Sometimes Things Happen, But Not the Way You Want Them to. in Writing JoeUser Forums

Anonymous you are right, but when I do try to talk to that person alot of times they just ignore me. Lately that person has been to rapped up with other things to listen. Also, just because my uncle that they are not liking right now is going to try and come to my birthday party they said that they are probably going to leave because they dont like him. That makes me feel pretty bad because that is the only person that I have had since my parents left

Reply to My Friend, DEATH in Philosophy JoeUser Forums

This is really moving. I dont know what to say. So I leave you withthis note. Thank you for commenting on my blog. Aloha

Reply to I Belong in Misc JoeUser Forums

Trin, dont be so negative, this is really an inspirational article. And this is what she waas feeling, it was from the heart, and that makes it worth more than anything else. I really hope you find someone soon. I wish you the best of luck lobsterhunter. Aloha

Reply to Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

I think that you do, I just didn't think about it. I just dont lump into this catagory because you are my sister, not just a friend. Aloha

Reply to Stopped at a Red Light in Life JoeUser Forums

Trin the gift is no big deal! I am just glad tht even though we ae 500 and some odd miles away from each other that you still love me and treat me like we are still room mates! I love you for ever and always! Aloha

Reply to Stopped at a Red Light in Life JoeUser Forums

I love reading your writing, it is amazing. I love that you can look on life with such a positive attitude, even though it kicks you in the ass everyday. So I just want to say thank you Trinitie, you have helped me make it through some of the hardest times of my life and I will forever be in your debt. I love you! Aloha

Reply to Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

The poem thing no, but I do not know where it comes from. Also Trinitie, do I have some news for you. We found out in court yesterday that Jessica got hitched last week. Also that her "23" year old boyfriend was really 26. My lawyer told me that when I said, " Jessica is living with her 23 year old boyfriend". She said, " No her 26 year old husband". How disguisting is that! Also, that she lied to me about another thing. I am trying to get over her fri

Reply to Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

Thank You. I really miss you. I just wish at times that I could go back in time and stop everything from happening to my best friend. At times I feel so guilty that I can not even find the words to describe it. So for now I am going to go. I love you! Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Well I thank all of you for the comments that you left. Many of them were moving and affected me in a positive way. So for now I am going to go and think about everything that you guys have said. I just wish that I had friends that I could lean on right now, but they all left me when my best friend quite talking to me. Which obviously they were not really my friends to begin with, but it is just hard to deal with. So now I am going to move and start a

Death in Writing JoeUser Forums

Death is the end to all worldly pain and suffering, Death will pass you from one world onto another. Death will alow you to escape the pain and suffering and angiush that was wrongly placed upon you. Mabye the world would be a better place without you, Mabye there would be less pain and suffering in the world, Mabye your family would be happy,

Reply to The Edge of the World in Religion JoeUser Forums

Trinitie this is beautiful, but put yourself in my shoes, what beauty so you see in my life? The smile on my niece's face is that keeps me from doing something stupid somedays. Knowing that one day I may be her strong hold, though I dont know when because she has Jolene, makes me think twice. I just want some solace in my life, I just want some part of my life that is not drama ridden and is not over shadowed by what is going on. so here I go back into

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

One of my biggest issues is that he chose to touch my sister and my "best friend", which only proves all along that he likes them or loves them or what ever more than he did me. Dont get me wrong, I am glad that he did not touch me. That is what hurts me the most, because it breaks my heart to the extent that I dont feel loved. I feel that no one loves me, and I have tried to find solace in everything (including God) except for drugs. It really breaks

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

The only issue with this is the fact that my older sister and "best friend" had forgiven him. So why if they trusted to be around him then why did the state feel necessary to step in? I dont care any more I am just leaving because I am tired of my family leaving me out of everything. Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

You are a creep! Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

My ass! If I could get a date then how come I am still sitting at home on friday and saturday nights, and every other day of the week? Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

My father really did do that to my sister and best friend. I saw it happen to my sister, and I know that my best friend would not lie about something like that. I agree I should be able to talk to my father. I know that God does not have a vendeta against me, but it is just really frustrating. I agree I am lucky to have not been abused, and that I thank God for, but I wish it would have been me instead of my Best Friend because now she does not talk to

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

You are such a bitch! ! Aloha

Molester in Writing JoeUser Forums

Molester liked girls, but only two did he touch Christian was his daughter, Big Fake, his other daughter's best friend. For years he touched them with mouth and hand, and once or twice he entered their skin. For the longest time he thought it not wrong but when everyone found out he was guilt prone. He bought them what they wanted, t

Reply to My Life Suxs!!!!!!!!!!! in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Jessica I am so glad that you are so happy with Robbie, and remember that i will always love you girl. Aloha

Reply to Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

I dont know Shovelheat told me to so I did. so get over it. Aloha

Life F-ing Sucks!!!!!!! in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Why God has a vendeta against me, I really don't know. It is obvious that he does though because of the things that are going on in my life. First I got stuck with a psychotic family, and then my father sexually abused my best friend and best sister. Then today on Novemeber 30, 2005 my father is told that he may not have any contact with me or my niece, nephew, and my

Sometimes Things Happen, But Not the Way You Want Them to. in Writing JoeUser Forums

All young girls dream of the day that they will be asked on their first date, of when they get engaged, of their wedding day, and of the day that they look on the face of their newborn children. What young girl ever thinks of the struggles to get there? All I have ever wanted was to get a boyfriend. I knew it was hard, but I never expected it to happen like