I wrote this in church yesterday..its terribly depressing so I'm sorry... When all I am worth is where I've been touched, How can I bring anything more, Knowing tommorrow it'll be the same, There's never time for change, I am bleeding in theese sheets, My head lowered, I made a choice, and firstly i lived with it He whispers, I turn
Thanx guys....
I am quiet And in the impatience of waiting I've forgotten the things I wanted the most, Still water eyes You've had me all along And I am wishing for heartbreak To give me some relief from pretending To be something we are not I only know we are, We were We could be, Maybe someday I'll reach out from this somewhat brok
He should be going to OU with Me! but nooooo...
Okay , so I'm performing in Seusical the Musical, its this big Dr. Seus fest, and most of the characters from the books, except for the Bird Girls. My director refers to them as "the jungle hotties", we get theese really cute dresses. And we got a lecture tonight about being "sexy" and I've been told that I am, by more than one person, but I don't know how to be. I me
..Can't wait to see you. I miss you so much.
Don't feel like poetry today, so tired of wanting that right cliche maybe if i did i would make me okay again. Don't feel acting today Smiles and lies and endless comprimise the Somebody whos really a disguise I don't feel like weighing myself today That look disgust Don't fucking say that But its already said, heard it in m
Sometimes I miss it here, I miss writing something and getting a response, although it was usually negative, at least i had something. Now I don't have a whole lot. I feel empty, I look back and go "where did my life get so fucked up?" and I remain clueless. Maybe that bad kharma Alex and Brandon always told me I had has finally caught up with me. I mi
No dramatic exit, just goodbye
This life is what I make of it. I live with a passion God gave me for life and the little things in it. I choose to make this a positive experience, could you please cooperate with me? Do you even know that this whole thing depends on you, I can only follow your lead? Do you not see how your unintentional disregard hurts me? Sleep is a fleeting dream, I thought I had
Liv~ High school has been a whole hell of a lot easier for me to handle than junior high was. Junior High is evil i'm convinced. Theres a lot of drama in high school but you can avoid it if you try. Junior High was more dramatic than any play i've ever been in. As for big fishes and the like. Were not too bad, you'll have your typical jerks but if you know how to handle them, you'll be fine. Its really not as scary as it seems, at least I don't think s
Of course you haven't any problems with her Shaun and Alex hello? Youre male.
I used to be scared of Brandon's mom, well I have replaced that fear with the burning dislike of a thousands suns. I am done being scared of that woman. Now I intend to do whatever I can to spite her. Saturday comes and I'm supposed to go see Brandon seeing how its his last day, becasue he was leaving on Sunday. The (can't say what i really th
Who's Al? and who are you? Could it be a Freshman??? bum bum bum...I'm guessing Liv. Am I right? Huh, huh?
Oh my gosh I missed you!!!! So much to say to you...
I was just thinking the other day. Now that Brandon's not around much anymore...soon he won't be for a long time...I have no clue who I am. There hasn't been just Sarah in a long time...nearly a year. I don't know how to handle it. I don't even know who I was before, and how to just be myself by myself. My idenity has been Brandon's identity. I don't know if anyone kn
Ah Alysha youre killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Actually this basically states how I feel with (kinda) with Brandon leaving on Sunday...So cherish the time you have with *hold on, let me hold back the bile* Piper. Its like he transforms into a decent excuse for a living being when hes around you...weird. Anyway... *starts singing* I'm lonelly...so lonely Aint got nobody..... Sing it with me Shaun!!!!!!!!!
Shaun~ To be honest your chivalry really just pisses me off... all that crap about protecting woman, come on. you treat me like i'm completely incapable of having an intelligent thought, i don't care how many times you deny it you are sexist. It gets really frustrating. You need to meet a friend of mine. He practices genuine chivalry. He has spent our entire friendship opening up doors for me, pulling out my chair, and offering me his coat in sub zer
Okay, I haven't ranted in a long time (well maybe not that long but still) RIght now I have mono which has to be the most annoying, pain in the butt virius ever. Which clearly God created as a curse. Basically I'm not really allowed to do anything but lie around all day drinking disgusting orange juice, watching old episodes of Dawson's Creek, and feeling sorry for
I'll say it is...
There are ghosts of you Floating down hallways and stairwells And glimmering under harsh search lights Residue of who we used to be I got caught up in the memory Of this place where I fell so hard That I never did get back up I traced my steps back to the place where i gave you my heart, Unsuprised to find that it wasn't there an
Never needed like this, Never been needed like this, With Desperation at my throat, Hostage at my own price, Don't fade Don't slip Don't loose it all Before it even began, The need inside of me Is tearing at me, There is nothing to fullfill it, So small and defenseless, I am helpless We are the same I h
I would murder you with my bare hands. And I love how thats your reason behind not doing it... not because of what it would subject me to, but rather that i would kill you and indeed i would.
I'm actually responding because that how good it was. It touched me, maybe someday you'll know why...
Darkness is my safety, Meditation on my sleeve I know He's the only one there, Never been so alone, I look to my own plastic universe, I watch my dreams swirl in my own little cosmos The place I can turn to My santuary I have defiled Say your goodbyes quickly The sunset is gone from the morning My Muddy Tears no
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