NotSoSmellySarah

NotSoSmellySarah

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"So do you miss him?" What the hell do you think??????? Why would you ask someone that, its like hacking someones arm off, pouring salt into the newly oozing wound and then asking "Does it hurt?" You want to scream and kick and rip peoples hair out. I would be fine if people weren't so ridicously stupid. I want peace and quiet, no I don't want to talk about it.

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I want to scream and let it out. Sometimes i just hate myself. She wanted Kendra for him, look what she got. It'll come back to kick my ass every single time. Maybe I'm not pretty enough, or smart enough, or confident enough, or fake enough for her. Why should I care? Why should it even matter to me? But it hurts. WHY CAN'T I JUST BE GOOD ENOUGH. I feel like yelling a

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Shut UP, just shut up. Damn it. I'm throwing a temper tantrum, apparently no one gets it. I've done this crap before, I've had to say good bye, I've had to cry myself to sleep because i feel so alone. Everyone thinks its just fucking hunkie dorie to say goodbye, cuz we'll see each other all the time, on weekends and talk on the phone, but guess what you guys will be in college, you won't have all the time in the world, and you'll have more important things to do then come home. I wish people wou

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Do not let yourself fall into a what if mentality. It will drive you insane. Where you are is where your ment to be, regardless of what could of happened, if it was not meant to happen it wouldn't have. Listen to the Beatle's "All You Need Is Love" its says something along the lines of nothing can happen if its not meant to. Just have faith that your life is going in the right direction.

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Uh Stacey, I love you and all but Gays and Homosexuals are the same thing. Check the title for reference. Theese topics get the points and attentions because they get people attentions, negative or not, its still attention. My Vagina, Hot Gay Sex, I hate the government article got quite a few points.

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I'm stressed out, and I'm pissed off. I can't tell them that I'm pissed off though. I can't say the things I'm thinking. My father's a prick, and my boyfriends falling. I don't feel like the only girl in the world anymore, I don't feel like a princess. He things my expressions say everything I wonder if they say this. I don't want him to graduate, and I don't want hi

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Brandon~ I never expected or will expect you to be perfect. You hurt me, but I forgive you. I've always forgiven you and I'm pretty sure I always will. I know you feel like a horrible boyfriend but you are trully the best thing that has ever happened to me. I know that sometimes words just don't come out right, or you trying to say something but you can't, but its okay. You are still my knight light, maybe you just need a new bulb. (j/k), you never mea

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Youre not going to get Alex back as a friend by treating him like shit. Thats not how it works. I'm not gonna beat around the bush with you. I respect you more than that. I'm not going to run to my friends and talk about you , because i'm not just another dumb high school girl. I'm not a coward, and I'm willing to admit I fucked up. I can understand why you don't want to trust me or let me in, but do not say assume that you know me. I don't know you.

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Okay thats fine. I can handle that because well I guess I deserve it. I'm not pulling shit, if you think so fine. You don't have to push me away. Alex is probably one of the best friends I have or ever will have, and you weren't making life very easy for him. You know what I did think you were psycho, I have the balls to admit it, and I was wrong. If you still want to push me away fine. And trust me it wasn't because you cried either, lots of people cr

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And, why do you think that Shaun was making you feel stupid? He was giving credit to your quote. That enforces knowledge that you have- it doesn't show that anyone is stupid. Try looking at things with a lighter view. You might see that they are much different. I didn't really think about it like th

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Island Gurl~ Thanx your always so nice. Karma girl~ Youve caught me at a bad time. You know why I have such a hard time dealing with other peoples accomplishments, because I hate that i don't measure up to Zoo and Beebes' acomplishments, I can't help feeling stupid around them even though they don't mean to.I don't want to hear about because half the time I don't fucking like myself, and I have no self esteem sometimes. And I'm sorry that wh

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Um...okay. I know you probably think that I don't like you or conspire against you with Alex, but that's not how it is. I've been selfish, and I feel like I abandoned you when you needed me the most. If you don't want to forgive me, I understand. But my heart hurts for you. I don't think youre psycho, because well I do it too. Or at least did at one point in time. I felt like a worthless piece of shit too, and I understand why you do it, but of course

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I do things because i'm passionate about them, not because I'm good at them. I don't care if I'm the best or the worst or whatever. I don't allow pride to get in the way of my passions.

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