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Forget about you guys!!!!! Are you crazy????????? Good change? hmm.....

Getting Too Big For You Britches? in Current Events JoeUser Forums

I wonder how people can be egotistical. I'm such a perfectionist, I can never allow a compliment to enter in cuz I know i could be better. I always thought I didn't have an ego. Turns out everyone does. Mine's just mute. She doesn't talk. She smiled today though when Mr. Wright said I was a good writer. Then I let the compliment slide. And she goes back into her

Reply to The Adoption of Adaptation in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Oh and is that version faster?

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Dharma~ I knew someone else sang it, now I know, me and Zoo were trying to remember who it was. I have the Chantal something or other version. Its good too. Thanx for the encouragement Shaun!!! You do realize someone is going to have to take of me in the instances in which I can't reach Brandon or Alex? Its a big responsibility. I don't know how they put up with me. Brandon~ I just don't like change. I know it'll be okay. But its sca

The Adoption of Adaptation in Current Events JoeUser Forums

I've seen this scene before.(its not the same, but yet so familiar). The pill I had to swallow was so bitter, betrayal is so hard to keep down. Boxes and bags awaken theese feelings. Front lawns and love songs make me scream. "...cuz I'm leaving on a jet plane, I don't know when i'll get back again..." playing in the soundtrack of this memory. I felt this pain befo

Reply to Are You A Jack-of-All-Trades? in Misc JoeUser Forums

I am humble.

Reply to An Empty Heart in Poetry JoeUser Forums

Kendra~ Okay, I was harsh. What I mean is I hate that I know your hurting on the inside but smiling on the out. You don't have to act. I've told you time and again that you don't have to. No one deals with things the same way, but I care about you and I want to help. But you won't let me help you, you won't let anyone help you. It feels like you won't let anyone that close. You can yell and scream at me til your blue in the face if it would make you f

Reply to I'm Here in Poetry JoeUser Forums

I love you too Shaun!!!!

Reply to Zoo's Music Review #2 in Music JoeUser Forums

I love this song!!!!

Reply to Don't take what doesn't belong to you! in Current Events JoeUser Forums

I'm with Shaun, I also think that your not much of a friend if you judge them on this sort of basis. Sexual relationships are personal and different for everyone, you really can't know what's going on, it doesn't have to a bad thing that will ruin your life. Check out the comments on my Sexual Frustration article. Everyone's opinion of sex is different, you don't steal people virginity, unless in rape which is completely different.

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One more thing. Cling to it Shaun. Hold on, and don't let go. From someone who wanted something actually someone so badly, I didn't let go, I hung on. It'll hurt like crap, but don't let go, don't surrender your feelings. I love you Shaun!

Reply to My Newly Found Girlhood in Misc JoeUser Forums

Screw you Jeffers.

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Last but not least. Stop with the cliches, I doesn't matter if there someone there to "catch you" if that someone is the "one' for you. Shaun is hurt and upset, and lonely. Let him feel that way. Live and learn INVOLVES DEALING WITH YOUR FEELINGS> You can freaking learn from something if you don't acknowledge therir presence!

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Oh and to both Jeffers and Kendra, what do you know about relationships? Shaun has a right to yearn for something, something the both of you probably yearn for to. So stop pretending and get real.

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You know what Kendra? I tired of that crap. It seems like everything you say is fake. You need to just deal with your feelings and stop pretending like your okay. It makes you look like a hypocrite in my eyes. You have to deal with your feelings, they are there for a purpose. You and Jeffers are the ones who need to grow some balls and deal with it.

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Shaun~ This breaks my heart. We've talked of your lonliness and emptiness, I pray God will give you someone so special, but these things take time. But its worth every moment. I would do it all again just to be with him. Love comes in the most perfect unexpected moment in your truest darkest hour of need. I love you and I understand your need for something more than a friend. Its understandable. Don't worry I cherish every single moment that I am in lo

My Newly Found Girlhood in Misc JoeUser Forums

It's really hard for you to be yourself, when you think your supposed to be something else. I was supposed to grow up in to some cold hearted liberal, feminist, lesbian on the side. That's what my prophesy was. I guess thats the track I was on for a really long time. I never had the time to be a girl. I skipped the stage where girls become girls. I al

Reply to Confessions Part I in Misc JoeUser Forums

Oh my

Reply to Confessions Part I in Misc JoeUser Forums

I'm not supposed to like it, I'm supposed to be a feminist. But I'm changing, I guess for the better. I have to embrace my new self I suppose. Sigh. This being a girl, and actually liking it is weird.

Confessions Part I in Misc JoeUser Forums

Confession No. 1~ I like it when Brandon opens the door for me. I could just kick myself for this. I've always felt like I had to be the strong willed, I have a vagina, hear me roar type. But his old fashioned chivalry melts my heart. Of course, he still won't be paying for anything, but I must confess I love to be treated like a

The Unsaid in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Just ignore me, maybe I won't exist. Youve seen the scars, you've read the poems about her, you've seen my lying on the floor crying out for someone for anyone to hold me. Just turn your back to me. Pretend that my pain isn't real, even though you taught it to me. I try so hard so that you can't see the pain, because I know it isn't real to you anyway. Lie to me, app

Reply to The Inexperienced Experts in Just Hanging Out JoeUser Forums

I get frustrated too, but I feel like going against what you have to say because no one else bothers to do so. Some people are just more musically inclined than others. I personally like making music because its fun and relatively easy for me to do. I get mad at people who don't know what theyre doing but I have to remind myself that music probably isn't there top priority and that should be fine by me. I always thought that everyone should love music

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Oh my.

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I'm procrastinating on the Psych thing too. I've had my books for like a month but I haven't read any of them. Prom will be most fabulous Shaun. Have we figured out who's care our group is taking? Because it was orginally me, brandon, you and alex, now we have stacey too. Hmm...do any of us actually have decent cars? The SkaMobile has definately seen better days, Brandon's car smells funny ( i dont' think even febreeze could save it) and Alex's c

Ohio Is For Lovers By Hawthorne Heights in Misc JoeUser Forums

Hey there, I know it's hard to feel like I don't care at all. Where you are and how you feel. With these lights off as these wheels keep rolling on and on. (and on and on and on...) Slow things down or speed them up. Not enough or way too much. (and on and on and on...) How are you when I'm gone? [Chorus:] And I can't make it o