A scream dying in my throat, Before I can birth to it, A thought dying in my mind, Before i can even conceive it, Must i dwell in adequacy? In jealousy? In hostility? Can't I dwell in epiphany? Just for a moment? Why am i denying myself? Will i end up alone and desolate? Like I always seem to find myself, Questions make my h
Very true kendra. People want to know that they are in control, eating disorders are based around control because sometimes what we eat is the only thing we can truely control. I have to say that some of the relationships i have been in were all about control. I wanted to control and manipulate and it flipped on me.
Thanks for all the nice comments guys! Sarah Stoeckl~ I hope that when i get to college i can perform in one of Eve Enslers shows on V day. I want to be an actor too, so it's like my dream. VAGINA POWER! (thats sounds so cool.) Island Girl~ it's my favorite new vocab word. Thanks for the points, although i still don't know of their purpose. Nebraskawoman~ never stop saying it. mada_ecks~ The world would be a very, very d
Okay so there was theese cute little bunnies all playing in a field.....lol. I wondered what it would be like to whore for points. I really don't even understand the whole point thing, but i just read another Homosexual article and it ticked me off, because all they wanted was points. What i'm really writing about is the vagina. I read the Vagina Monologues an
hoorah for you!
Greetings, I hope you like it here.
hey youre right i haven't added you. Lol. I'll be right on that
Thanx guys! You are all very sweet.
Hours in front of mirrors, Hoping that they might lie, By producing a false image, Never seeing something that could give me joy, A one dimensional view of a multi demensional me, I feel beautiful when i am far away from mirrors, When my hair is frizzy and crazed, When my make up is smeared from happy tears, Or from the wear and tear
Youre a good friend Shaun. Thanx.
Kendra~ I know you've been here too. But I don't want to deal with it. I don't want to talk about it, I don't want to worry you or anyone...I'm fine.
I KNEW IT!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
If this is about what i think it is, no kinjruh we do not need to talk. I'm fine. >
I LOVE YOU ASHLEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Heard the song, Hated the Book Kissed Dating GoodBye. I can't even finish it. It annoys me. The Song Doesn't mean that she's just waiting. Shes looking. She's not just saying hey i bet God will just send in the mail. Oh and if God made us all so different why would he expect us all to act, think and be the same?
Trina~ i know that verse by heart. I can say them like they are fact because to me that is the truth. In my eyes, that is my faith. That i need God but I have free will. God has things in store for us. If you read before that verse you'll find that it talk of the people of jerusalem and that they were going through some hard times. You have to work and make your own descions for those plans to come to pass. I am saying that God is the father every fath
Happiest of birthdays~
Life is not a video game with God at the controllers. I'm sorry but that's not how it works. God is the Father, He takes care of us, watches out for us, listens to our cries, and fixes things when we mess up. But He doesn't control what happens to us. There would be no need for Jesus or Salvation or Redemption if it was that way. I hate when people say well whatever G
We just barely survived it though. I was screaming for shaun to help me, but hey we made it. Space thingy made me dizzy but it was fun we did the opposite of everything they told us to do. Alicia screamed a lot though. It was cool to be as tall as brandon and shaun!!!!
Kendra~ what have i always, always told you what you worry about isn't stupid, i have a pretty good idea about what this is about so don't "i'll be fine" me. You are allowed to be human Kendra I don't know how to spell your middle name Quincel!
. I love Green Day, Jesus of Surburbia and Give Me Novakane are my favorite songs. I don't know if it would be wise to have emo presidents though. That could have some bad effects. I'm sure andy's with you too.
Thanx for you encouragement alex.
Oh my kendra. Do you need to come over so we can discuss this?
I want to shake the dust off of my feet, and make something of myself. I want bright lights, and big cities.But how can i ever get that if i can barely function in this stupid school in this crappy little town. Sigh. Maybe i can function cuz i desire bigger and greater things. I worry myself sick because i just want so badly. I feel like my charchter in Calamity last
Do bother trying to remedy matters. Every single one of us has tried to no prevail, it's not worth trying.
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