mada_ecks

mada_ecks

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*Disclaimer* Blog contains language. Reader discretion is advised. I've been called many things in my life, but I've never let the word "nerd" or "geek" get under my skin until know. I was always proud of my "geek-ness", up until it gets to the point where I actually have to act like an adult, then I feel awkward. Most of the time, this pertains to having

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I really love all the seasons of "Buffy" and am mostly a fan of the first two seasons of "Angel". My favoite characters are Angel, Spike,Giles, the alternate world Willow, Gunn, and Doyle even though he only lasted a few episodes. I have to admit, I like Angel more when he is Angelus, his evil side is pretty cool. But my all-time fav (next to Buffy) is Faith (5x5, baby) I didn't really get into the "Buffy"-verse u

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I've went through so many changes in the last few months. Now I'm straight back to square one. I'm back to where I began. So many changes. So many things have gone wrong. My smile is dead. Dead to the world and I can't show it. I can't show the real me anymore because I can't face the world like I should. I can't express my feelings like I can. I have to much and so m

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I sit hear at my computer, after a long, exhausting day, wondering what tomorrow holds. I wonder sometimes how my life really is going to turn out. I wonder what the future holds for me. I wonder how much energy I have left in the tank to handle the obsticals that await. Wondering. I wonder how my grandmother is going to feel after she gets all her medical

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I've ranted on here before about how my family screwed up my computer, I want to take this time to talk about and commend dell's tech support . Yes, my brothers messed up my computer by downloading alot of things on my computer. I recently wiped off about 3 gigs of useless stuff and downloaded firefox since internet explorer got corrupted by one of the fil

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61% asshole. "Sort of Assholy or Bitchy!"...{I am abrasive, some people really hate me, but there may be a group of other tight knit assholes and bitches that I can hang out with and get me. Everybody else? Fuck ‘em} I knew that -mx-

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I can see the thread too, um, I'm not sure if it's a working or not. But anyway, I do like reading your stuff, so, just wanted to let yeah know mx

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I love the title by the way. Let me say that I too hate the government. But back to the subject at hand.... The vagina. It is a very beautiful thing. I'm surprised that 65% percent of females have not seen their vagina. Puzzling, I wonder would it would be like 65% percent of males who haven't seen their Penis. Hum..... Anyway, I like the article -mx-

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Yeah, it makes sense. I thought about the same thing, but then I just thought it was me that felt awkward. I feel like a moron for putting myself and her through the whole thing. Maybe things will be different tomorrow.

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You scored as Mafioso Bad Ass . People respect you, but mostly because they fear you. You extort your way to the top of the community. And will do anyting to honor your family. <table border='0' width='300'

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You scored as Brian . Brian. You've had enough. Out of this whole family, you're the most put together. Be careful though, you have a tendency to form addictions. <table border='0' width='300' cellspacing='0' cellpaddin

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I tried taken my advice, getting out more and doing things. I didn't really do much except, instead of using my free time on the computer, I would go for long car drives. I Would wald but the weather is really crappy right now. But back to the subject at hand, I've been talking to a couple of girls at work. I seemed like things were progressing nicely. Well, it's kind

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This is a repost because I accidently deleted the first one (Sorry Alison but thaks for the comment). I've recently had trouble with my computer. System crashes, system lag, corrupted data, and web pages not being downloaded correctly. I spent the whole week trying to fix it. I finally got everything worked out but I still had trouble with Internet explorer

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I can relate. I mean I haven't moved or anything, but I started a new job a few months ago and I haven't been able to connect with any of my fellow co-workers. At all the jobs I've ever had, I as able to make at least one friend out of it, but at this one I haven't found any. But anyway, I know how it is. It's always harder in the big city to find people that you can connect with but it all starts by getting house and doing stuff. I hope you find the friends you're looking for. You'r

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I'm gonna keep this short and sweet because I'm in a crappy mood. I just got finished watching "SAW", it sucked. I hated it. Pretty interesting up until the end which completely fucked up the movie. I wasted 2 hours of my life to watch that when I could have watched the All-star game. Aw well..... not the worst movie I've ever seen, but pretty close. Peace<

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I loved "Bleed American", and "The Sweetness" and I am also having a hard time buying that to. I think there just trying to keep up with all the Emo/punk/whateveryoucallitknow trend. Any time you add the word "Pain" to a song it just applies to those emo kids for some reason. -mx-

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So how can you tell if your "friend" is avoiding you? Maybe, when you replay to some of his blogs (trying to be supportive) and you get no response. Or you've try to call and get know answer. Or, you walk by the store where your friend works and don't even get a wave back. What the fuck is wrong with people? What is it about friendship that makes it seem like it somew

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Yeah, I got to thinking that bitching and ranting about how someone leaves you out of the activities that you did in the past together "as a suggestion of goodwill". Eventhough the writing about it has cooled me off a bit, I'm still a bit of a malcontent . But I try (god do I try) to look at the bright side of things.

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