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Reply to I'm not holding my breath. in Misc JoeUser Forums

What I don’t understand, is how you treated me like a bitch the week we got back from school…. That is what my friends saw. They saw me by myself or spending my time in the bandroom during lunch crying because you wouldn’t talk to me. Don’t fucking call pity to yourself. You are the one who called me and said “I have been hurting for such a long time” and “I think we need to give it a break”. So, you’ve hurt for so long and never told me

Reply to I'm not holding my breath. in Misc JoeUser Forums

I thought i loved Alex, because i believe love doesn't vanish in midair (and in my opinion love is the most important thing). But, everyday it seems as though he is irritated with my very presence. That's what it feels like... and he basically told me that i didnt have another chance with him anyway.... so do i even have a choice? I am not going to hold my breath. It was his loss.... and just like everyone has told me (including my own fath

Reply to Just venting... in Misc JoeUser Forums

I am sorry, will not curse that much again. Amazing what i can say when i'm angry, eh? Thank you for seeing where i'm coming from. I just don't get humans, there are stupid... peace Sam

Reply to ~Trust~ in Misc JoeUser Forums

Here’s my view. Trust is not what destroys “romantic” partnerships…. It destroys the friendship part of the relationship between two people. Love is an unwavering feeling, and if you “lose” your love for someone you never loved them to begin with… It’s the friendships that can break just as easily as I can break someone’s finger. Trust is what you have with only a few chosen people. You should trust your parents and you should have

I'm not holding my breath. in Misc JoeUser Forums

What is implied in the common phrase “Don‘t hold your breath”? Maybe it means, “Don’t put your life on hold until something that you want to happen occurs. That something may be extremely unlikely, but in any case, that’s a future event. Now is where you are. Don’t hold your breath waiting for something else… Live for the m

Just venting... in Misc JoeUser Forums

I hate human beings…. There are some people who are absolutely dumber than a fucking doornail, and I am not exaggerating. Their stupidity is absolutely amazing. There are some people who are just plain assholes and bitches, and it is extremely annoying. Don’t even fucking ask if I am angry or upset with you…. Because that really pisses me

Reply to the invisble truth in Misc JoeUser Forums

you are such a goober Larissa

My Music... in Misc JoeUser Forums

Solo and Ensemble is this Saturday… and I am very nervous. Here is the story on my solo (Intermezzo). I always like a challenge, so I have been doing Class B solos (Class A is extremely difficult and Class C is fairly easy) for the past two years now. This year, I have been extremely busy with everything and I wasn’t paying much attention to my solo or ense

Cooking Cakes... in Humor JoeUser Forums

Well, I know that I the man I marry won’t marry me for my cooking… Whenever I am upset or angry I bake (especially cakes). Well, yesterday I made a “Dark Forest Cake”… Everything was alright, I had the mixer out and it was beating away my cake mix pretty fast. I started to add the eggs… in goes one egg…. And I cracked open the other, held it over t

I lost just over 10 pounds... in Health & Medicine JoeUser Forums

This really worries me. A few days ago, I was getting changed in the bathroom when mom walked in. She looked at me and says, “How much do you weigh?” confused I answer, “127…”. Then she told me to hop on the scale to weigh myself… and my weight dropped to 115 in less than a month. She asked me if I was bulimic and I answered, “Of course not!” then she told me I ne

Reply to Honor in Poetry JoeUser Forums

OMG.... absolutely brilliant. A poem is not a poem unless it touches the hearts of people who read it. This is a poem.... It touched mine... This is one of your best, Sam

I am... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Living in the past can hurt… or it can make you feel like you’re on top of the world. I can remember that I am someone’s tiny dancer. There is only one person in the whole world who knows what I mean by “I’m someone’s tiny dancer”. And that same person made me who I am today… and all I have to say is… Thanks : )

Reply to The OGT... in Misc JoeUser Forums

yeah, that's right... alithough it might not be a good idea because our high school exams will prepare us for college. But, oh well. What can you do? Sam

Reply to Seeing you today breaks my heart! in Misc JoeUser Forums

It's alright Stacey... when i was younger, my mother was in extremely poor condition. She weighed 80 pounds and we thought she was going to die. She went through countless surgeries and being only 10 didnt help it much. But, i know how you feel and i am glad that he is alright. Love Sam

It's crazy... in Misc JoeUser Forums

I was checking the voice mail on my cell phone today. I had two, but I figured it was Jennifer since I haven’t left it on and my home phone has been down. While listening to the first one, it was a guy and it was really choppy sounding and I only got a few simple words. The second one, he called and said, “you’re such and a**hole.” It sounded like the same guy, an

My biggest fear. in Misc JoeUser Forums

One of my biggest fears (and probably the biggest for most women) is to be raped. It is one of the scariest scenarios that I can even think of. Ever since Jr. High, the fear has gotten worse. In All-County band in 8th grade, there was this guy. The guy was bigger for his age, he might have been held back a grade of two or was just “big” (as in with a littl

The OGT... in Misc JoeUser Forums

I have no midterms! Since I passed the 4 practice OGT tests, I do not have to take any midterms! My scores were actually pretty good (I never cheated off the internet… although I was trying to find the answers but never succeeded). Math-98% (Surprising to the effect that I was getting a C in Geometry.) Science- 89% (I am almost positive, ei

My tears... in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

What do you feel? Since you refuse to talk to me or even look at my face, how do you feel? I know that you told Ashley that you had no more feelings for me…. But you turn around and write that article about how much you love me and you had to do it…. Why? How can you hurt me like that? If you have no more feelings for me, then tell me.

Just about nothing in Misc JoeUser Forums

I went home in tears. But, I had a lot of fun on the way home. : P Seth, Dana, Judd, and my cousin were trying to comfort me. Well, the subject came up on sex and how Seth thought I was hot. I told him that I am going to be a virgin until I am married, and I thought he was disgusting and ugly. After I said that, he took the ring around the top of his pop

Reply to I'm One Spazy Princess in Misc JoeUser Forums

You are beautiful Sarah! : P I need a hug tomorrow! Sam

Reply to We need to straighten this out for the New Year! in Misc JoeUser Forums

For the last time Stacey.... I KNOW IT WAS MY FAULT!!!!! The reason i said something on JU was because he wasnt responding to any of my emails. From now on Stacey, stay out of my business. A real friend would have helped me, NOT DRILL IT IN MY FACE!!!!!! Well, he's all yours now. Samantha

Reply to Fill In, Drill In in Misc JoeUser Forums

I think that's funny.... because you NEVER told ME you forgave me. I emailed you 3 times asking for you to forgive me for what i said... and you never even answered me.... let alone tell me "i forgive you". Alex.... It is my choice whether i want to think about you the rest of high school. And from what i feel, thinking about you and waiting for you wouldnt be a waste of my time. Well.... i hope you got what you wanted Sama

Reply to You only made me that much stronger. in Misc JoeUser Forums

Alex, You think you are the only person that is hurt? I am trying to stand tall and proud, and it's hard. Have you ever been rejected? Do you know how it feels to have someone you love turn away from you and give up on you because you're not perfect and you made a mistake? I have.... twice. Both around Christmas time ironically. How about the time at that football game where you grabbed my arm and yelled in my face when you w

You only made me that much stronger. in Misc JoeUser Forums

Well… this wasn’t too bad. I don’t hurt, I’m not crying… So I think I am going to be ok. When the man of my dreams broke up with me, it wasn’t that bad. I cried for a couple hours… but that was it. There was no after shock past that. This sounds crazy but… I feel beautiful. I don’t feel worthless like I did a year ago… I feel so beautifu

Just me blabbing... in Misc JoeUser Forums

Every year, as a present, our teachers at karate will host a pizza party for all the students. Last year I was really upset because I couldn’t go because of a Christmas concert for band. But now there's nothing going on! I love karate; it is one of the very few things I actually look forward to. Now, I can have a descent conversation with the people in my