It has been a long time... a very long time since I have written in here. Just for anyone who cares... life cannot be any better. I have started dating this guy, Yuki, that attends my karate class. It's unofficial... we will probably see another movie Tuesday. My grades are decent, they could always be better though. I'm trying hard... and am so
That's why you come to LJ... Shadow
Has anyone besides me sat out in the rain? Have you stood there and let it pour down on you… does it clear your mind? Can you smell the rain? I can smell it coming, it’s a weird little sense I have had since I was little. I love the rain, probably more than the sun. I feel so much better to hear the rain… most days it makes me cry. But a good kind of crying. <B
I feel like Shaun's shadow. : P Virgo - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're incredibly thoughtful and able to give your partner what they need most. You are totally logical. You can deal with problems without involving your emotions. A good work ethic. You'll do whatever it takes (within reason) to make you
Oh my gosh, I did not mean to post that! I hate this stupid computer now, and I feel like such an idiot. God, this is just peachy… I hate myself for even writing that now. Please… I don’t mean to post it and everyone can disregard it. I feel so lost, and dumb. Don’t be angry for me writing that, please. I don’t know what I am thinking
So I have caused a lot of controversy… And I have been pinned with the blame. So I am sorry to everyone, I am sorry for relying on you as friends. Sorry for trusting you. Sorry for asking for advice. Sorry for wanting someone To appease the empty hole in my heart… As I have said, I have lost good friends Made better ones.
Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the realization that something else is more important than fear. Maybe I’ve done all that I can. Maybe it’s fate. Maybe it’s God’s will. Maybe this is forever Maybe things could change Maybe I need to do more Maybe I need to stop Maybe I need to speak my mind Maybe
Shaun, you are a wonderful friend and one of the only people i rely on. You are so sweet.... i feel as if i can tell you anything. You are one of the people that i will always remember. Sam
I was looking through my poem book today and I found this really cute/dorky one. I wrote it for Bobbi… You are so beautiful, And so full of love, You are like an angel, That’s sent from above. You were there, When I cried. When I was angry. You were there And still are… That is why I love you, From the v
It takes courage to… Never mind, I don’t know what I’m saying I have no courage, At least not the kind worth taking note. My courage is walking away To shy away from the world I see an open door, I run away. I see an open window, I run and hide. I have no courage. I cannot face my problems I could before But not an
Just imagine this more as a country song... or, if you dont want to imagine hearing my horrible singing... you can think of it as a poem. It actually turns out more poem-like in the end anyway. I was going to give this to you Alex... but i decided not to. I dont know how you would react anymore. And i think you probably don't want me to give this to you ei
Well Shaun, another master piece. But to the contrary… I know that I’m in love. When you’re in love, it makes you who you are. And I know, that there is no Samantha without him… I’m sorry. Saying that will probably offend everyone under the blue fucking moon, but I don’t care. If nothing changes, this is how it will stay. Unless someone can really open my heart, it will always be this way. It is going to take a lot…
Ashley, For one, I found out everything… you asked Alex to homecoming behind my back! Now, as a friend you should have come up to me and told me that you were going to. But no… I guess friendships are one sided like that. Before I even THOUGHT about dating Alex I asked you if you would have a problem and you said no! I asked you, because that is what a friend would do. Besides, you two broke up months before… me and Alex broke up 2 weeks
A Poison Tree I was angry with my friend; I told my wrath, my wrath did end. I was angry with my foe: I told it not, my wrath did grow. And I watered it in fears, Night & morning with my tears: And I sunned it with smiles, And with soft deceitful wiles. And it grew both day and night. Till it bore an apple br
Feb. 3, 2005 8:50 pm My life in progress… Family and friends have said I am putting myself under a tremendous amount of stress. Actually, so much that the veins in both of my eyes have burst now. I can feel myself getting progressively weaker by the day. I cannot eat, or even force myself to eat… so most days I go without any food except a
She says thank you everyone! Sam.... and Alisen
That's kinda hott. lol love ya shorty
I LOVE IT!!!!!! That poem makes soo much sense. I know how you feel, especially about not wanting help. Keep it up chik i love ya alisen (SHORTY)
I LOVE IT!!!!!! That poem makes soo much sense. I know how you feel, especially about not wanting help. Keep it up chik i love ya
Marcie.... i completely look up to you. You are the type of woman who i want to grow up to be. I won't have sex until i am married... and i'm not even going to give my heart away anymore (at least for right now) for the fear it will be broken again. Thank you for your comment I am not trying to condem anyone shades of grey, i am extremely sorry if i offended you. Maybe i should have worded this article more differen
They say Time will heal everything But they are clearly wrong It's been years since I loved you, Since you stole my song And I still miss you every day I love you more than words can say I am still broken wondering why I ain't been healed by time If Time will heal me Tell me when I'll live in anguish Until then.... <
I would rather be feared by most people than loved by everyone. I say that because not too many people just waltz up to me and call me a bitch... and i know a lot of people think that. This is not a free invitation to call me a bitch either. Because if you do that... you are just asking for a ticket to hell. Two years of karate can make the
Thank you for the.... comment? Sam
I haven't seen you... Or talked to you... Or heard you... Or touched you... For what seems like an eternity. But i have thought of you... I think about you everytime I breathe. Everytime i speak. Everytime i believe you're still there But you're not. I think about you.... Do you know that? Do you remember the s
I am going to be the mature one here and stop this.... Sam
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