is this my life? i wonder. people play basketball with me,but i got that we just have something the same on the court;out of it,things is changed. jt is not joking even ones just in the same class!or just to me. i've no idea what is my real favourite,just go after others;never rude to someone,even no bad words---but how can i be such stuck?!
kelain
i just got up,little cold. tuesday,good,and something must be done. can not be dropped any more. and just to be normal self,not go to extreme. morning to myself,morning to the world.
lan on my computer now,and it is my new pc! god bless me,no more go to the damn net bar,the liberey net reading room,just in my room. do not want to class, in front of my pc,online,but,not known what to do something of sofeware wanted,and,what it is?? or just for i am new to my pc,so,must keep fresh?? however,i am here and nothing more.<B
how could such a woman come about?! even though i did not go to class,how could her just get into your room and let you get down from your bed when you were asleep?! i have no idea how could her on earth do that when a man naked with trendy. and after a while,i found that i was not the only one not going to class,and she just went up and down with ke
what a shame! the blog can not support chinese!!!! alright,i will take care next time. sorry to myself.
this morning,i find myself better.it is cool to my self. for these three days i struggled with my bad body,and now,yes,it is better. even no one care about me,but i can not give up myself for i know i am the best friend to myself,if i leave myself alone,nobody will care about me. there is a sentence in chinese'·ÂþÂþÆäÐÞÔ¶Ù⣬ÎὫÉÏÏÂ×óÓÒ¶«Î÷Äϱ±Öз¢
just hang in up!! i must hang in up! for i know that i can not be cut down by the damn ache. never to be better,i feel that i could just go through it and be stronger than i am now and before. yesterday,i woke up. everyone was late,they went to class just like the rockets. and i felt sad,everyday,just as others do what they do,no even somt
sorry to myself that make 'rude' to 'tude' what a fool!
i am wondering,god,where are you!??? maybe i was to tude to myself,but,why you punish me that way?! just several nights staying up to be in netbar,in the movie theater,and today,i felt so bad! but i also know that i must suffer. i eat too much,and stayed up in the night,even got cold---and then,something wrong with my stomach. it was
yesterday is my girlfriend's birthday. call some friends out to have a meal,and also the birthday cake. she is 20 years old now! i have no idea,but i just think that age of 20 is somehow meaningfull. as time passed,i'll be 20 too. it is different to one's life,isn't is? but,alright,i must think deeply about it,and before that,i must study
last 20 years,i nearly lost it! could i pick myself up just now,i have no idea. maybe i'll try. sometimes i just want to express myself,not with my first language,but just with my poor english. i'll do it better,at least,i believe.