Thanks. I am really trying to figure out how to change my perspective. I live with a "deficit" mentality. I am always longing for what I don't have and what I have is never enough. Any tips on how to do that?
Very funny, the only time you could probably catch me running is if someone was chasing me w/ a car or a knife! Booze would be great if I didn't have an intense fear of alcoholism! It runs thickly in my family!
Me…I'm rusted and weathered Barely holding together I'm covered with skin that peels and it just won't heal Man, today has been a rough day. Well, actually it has been a rough couple of years, no wait, actually it has been a rough 30 years! I don't know how to stop it but I
Thanks for all of your support. I am so frustrated b/c I have been trying to "find myself" for so many years now. The sad thing is that life keeps going. It doesn't pause for us to get it together. I have been on this journey with someone very special to me for 3 years now. Our lives are entangled in every way possible and I don't think I can find my way out but I don't know if I can truly
Thanks, I think you were definitely hearing me right. Honestly I am afraid of being alone and all the hidden messages with that. Thanks for your encouragement. I am guessing you found your prince?
I feel strongly that I have spent the majority of my 30 years chasing something that I am not sure exists. I have done and tried everything it seems to try and fill a void for contentment in my life. I woke up recently to find that after quite some time now in a fog of pretense, I still have not found it. I have traveled through religion, self-discovery, education, relationships, friendships, lots of reading, lots of self-improvement books and activities. 
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