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ahh bout time in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I just mean we end up debateing about some of it.. lol nothing bad. Well talking isnt bad hon .. we used to talk alot. just maybe not at the time of sleep. But i also know where shes comeing from .. i like talking in bed makes it personal and intimate comfy even. L hates that to.. so i learned not to communicate as much. takes a bit of time. I think it is nice that you go a hour earlier for her not all men would do that. Maybe you could try talking to her in some other kind of intimate

MMIV in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Sorry i was away so long. But im back now, so its all good. My break was pretty good, except for the fact of going without any for 2 weeks. That sucks. The one thing that bothers me most about hannah is when we go to bed, she always starts talking. We've talked about it, and shes gotten better now - but its forced me to go to bed an hour earlier just so we can talk about crap without cutting into my sleep. It also looks like she will be getting a job soon, which will be good for the bot

Where oh Where Have you been??? in Software Development JoeUser Forums

ok I feel like i been talking to myself!! Where the He Double Hockey Sticks are you? LOL thought you were gonna be home on the 29th?? I'm waiting to hear about your christmas.. I was glad to talk to you the other night. Hope i get to talk to you again.. SOON! lol kiss n hugs

Reply to Merry Christmas in Current Events JoeUser Forums

lol if it were only that easy

Merry Christmas in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Well Chirstmas is over. Thank Heavens for that. I spent way to much money. Life is so complecated sometimes. I hate that. I'm always pulled in five hundred directions every day. Which way do you go first what is more important this or that? I just hate it. I like being organized and planned. And I just hate it when something pops up unexpectedly. Drives me crazy. Hell maybe I'm nuts. Soo your out of town for like a while. LOL glad to know thought you had forgot about me. HA like ane o

8 Days till Christmas in Home & Family JoeUser Forums

Every Year I say I am going to start shopping early and have it all done early. But Every year.. that never happens. LOL so Im one of the people on the night before xmas running around the store .. buying up stuff LOL. The last minute gifts. Whew .. Christmas is just to much. People have forgot the real reason of Christmas?? It's Christ's Birthday. Why do we get gifts on his Birthday? We Dont recieve presents on other Peoples birthdays. So why on his? Shouldnt It be a day of Lending Helpin

No One ever told me Love was so Miserable! in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Im sick!!!!!! I got this horrid Cold. My house is a wreck and I just do not have ANY energy! lol Sucky thing. That does make sense. Kids can make it very hard on a relationship! and you have to endure alot of things. Smaller Children dont make it quite as hard as a older child would or will. If your love makes it through the kids then you have something worth holding onto. I got a new kitty. well Ive had her for a while now. Shes so loveable sits on my lap all the time an

Beautiful Mistake in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

Well, if i fall in love with someone that has kids (ahem) - i will weigh the good and the bad. If my desire to be with her is strong enough to make kids worth it, then i will just have to deal with them. But if kids arent worth our love for each other - then its stay with her for as long as i can stand. None? Like as in Never? What if you fall in love with someone who has One or two or three???? We are going to have to give it a few days anyway. Shes all sore now from doing it

Hard Core & Personal in Current Events JoeUser Forums

None? Like as in Never? What if you fall in love with someone who has One or two or three???? Kids are not all bad. And I will give you the fact that they are not for everyone. But that is something you just will not know until You have your very first one. And their innocent lil eyes look into yours for the very first time. You never forget how inncocent they are. Ane way they can drive you insane after that LOL. Just wait till ur like 30. I wouldnt trade my kid for nothin

Emotional in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Well, shes going through alot of things right now. So, she was crying that she lost her virginity, but still happy that it happened. Then she started bleeding later that night, and got all sad about that. So i figure that night might not have been a good idea. But yesterday shes all like 'lets do it agian'. So im always confused on how she is feeling about it. oh, and: Im not having kids...

Yeah this title thing is GRR! lol in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Well it's not such a horrible thing i guess. But thats my opinion and not everyone would agree with that. Make sure your careful I dont want to see you wrapped up into someting that you cant get out of. Emotional like how? Explain lol Emotional could mean alot of things to a woman. And yes You should thank god every day your a Man not female. lol Ive not been feeling real well. Been sick ..A cold and sinus. sucky! That's when life is the hardest on me cause my life or the life o

Blah @ Titles in Personal Relationships JoeUser Forums

I wouldnt know what to ask you to make for me. The Space Center? Yea, i think i remember that. It was in the St. Louis Science Center. Remember the Imax? That big dome-building with the screen on the ceiling. H and i had sex for the first time last night. She was all emotional about it before and after. Took a coupel days of talking to her for her to come around, but i wanted to be sure that it was her decision and i wasnt "talking her into it". I wanted to wait for marriage..

Good Times Gone that will stay gone in Blogging JoeUser Forums

yeah i remember that. Remember that camera??? And them pictures you took. LOL The ones of me on the comp. buying gifts for alot of people isnt bad. You just have to be organized n Plan ahead. Start buying through the year as things are on sale.. ect Its not so bad. But I just got a late start. Alot of things going on yanno .. Plus you have to listen to the things they want n like. That is a major key to buying them things. They girls are getting a Dvd/mp3/cd player. D

Good times gone in Current Events JoeUser Forums

Thats a reason i dont want any kids. Not yet anyway. A couple years ago, my family made a plan at christmas, where we would all draw one name for christmas out of a hat, and each person only buys one gift. Its alot cheaper, and easier. Helps you focus on what christmas is really about, and not what the corporations want you to think its for. So, now i have H, two friends and H's mother. Thats plenty for me. I want a cat, but the apartment wants a $300 deposit for it, along with

Bah Humbug??? lol in Blogging JoeUser Forums

LOL yes I remember. And do you remember the T-Bones? And the BBQ Chicken? All your friends loved the chicken. I dont drink MtDew Ane more. I Drink DR Pepper lol. you think buying for one person is hard??? LOL well lets count .. i got some where around 20 people to buy for. LOL And as far as the kids go i gotta keep it even? How do you keep it even? Its impossible lol I end up buying stuff right up until xmas day LOL ... its horrible. Why not get her a nice set of pots n pan

Christmastime in Current Events JoeUser Forums

So far, ive gotten her three board games and a microwave. I guess thats enough... i just dont want her to get me a whole lot more stuff - then i will feel that i ripped her off or something. THe microwave was like $130. It was expensive, but i dont think it counts as a "nice" gift. One of my friends insisted on getting me a gift, and hes one of those people that will get upset if you dont get him one cuz he gave you one. Even though you told him not to. Remember all those

I hate titles to!! in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Well I leave the future open to possibility. Yanno.. I dont write off anything. Cause anything could happen. Hrm Well if she has plenty of Jewlery. Then maybe you could get her something like a Nice Bedspread out fit. Or something Like curtains or.. Geez lol I'm trying to think She likes photography you might get her something in that department. I dont know what I want for xmas.. I did ask for some 14 k gold earrings. That i really liked. I got a Really nice watch already and nic

I hate titles in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Your diaryx is blocked at work - so i wont ever be able to read it. I always seem to busy at home to even get online anymore. I have nothing else planned for her christmas, all i have so far is those games and the microwave. She has gobs of jewelry so im not going for any of that. What do you mean by 'leaving it open for possibility"? Leaving what open?

To find the answer.... in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I know it seems i chose to. I just tried to protect you sweety. And i have that stupid quality of protecting people even if it means hurting me. or something i want. all of the things mentioned here is another reason i wantedt "this". so we could .. Just open up .. no hideing anything with no worries of anyone.my mind is so blank at the moment. I will have to think about what i have to say. I always try to think through what i say. Did you read my diaryx yet?? Maybe this will help u

Hows it gonna be? in Blogging JoeUser Forums

"If i can't be the one to furfill your dreams I want someone there who can." Its not that you cant, its that you chose not to. You had the opportunity, and you said no. You said you found someone better. Even after i begged and pleaded with you. I dont know what you mean by being linked. Other than being one of my best friends and what that entails, i dont feel any sort of 'connection' with you. I miss you alot, and think about you all the time - but i dont understand the conn

you & me in Blogging JoeUser Forums

I understand your whole paragraph. And I know exactly what you mean by when you say about how you felt and how you feel now. I feel the same. I love L but i know how i felt with you. And yes I am the same way I know how it will be if i ever see you again. and Im mixed about how i feel about that. Part of me says yes and part of me says no. . I am glad things with you n her are doing so well. I am very Happy for you. and I do mean that. If i can't be the one to furfill your drea

Just for us in Misc JoeUser Forums

You want to look into my eyes to see if what is still there? You think you may still have feelings for me? You think the torch is still burning? Things are going really good with H and I. My family isnt too happy about us living together. Both parents and all my sisters think its a bad idea. Its a good thing i didnt tell them we are sharing the same bed until i can afford my own. Living with her isnt much different than having a roomate in a dorm. Its just a bigger area with someone tha

How time flys in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Ahh well I figure we will talk about everything here. Just what ever we want and everything we want no one else to know LOL. A way to keep up with each other but yet no one else can interferre. Yanno? I miss you o so much. and I'd love to look into your eyes again. See if it is really still there. Hows things going with H? hows the new life? is it like what we had? things are ok here i guess.. nothing much changes. I went to moms this past weekend. it

Just the two of us? in Misc JoeUser Forums

Its different, but i like it enough to use it for just you and I. Im feeling naughty already... lol. So what kind of information are we going to be writing in here? Anything at all, or everything that we dont want anyone else to know but you and i? Or something else? Just information that pertains to you that i dont want anyone else to know? Did you just have your birthday?

Just the two of us!! in Welcome JoeUser Forums

ahhhh so what do you think of this??? If it works for you I'll write more. obkb?