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Day 3.1 The Quit in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Day three point one. Easier than one and two, and i will stick with 3 days despite the one smoke slip last night. The key is to get through enough days to finally convince your brain that you don't need the addiction. Tomorrow will be the biggest challenge...work. I left a pack in the office. They are there, waiting for me. If I can even get to work. The storm heading this way does not look to be a forgiving bit of snow. Right now i am actually contemplating spending the night at a hotel across

Day Two the Quit and a Bit in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Well well well. What a frutstrating day. I find it amazing how when i am back on the quit how everything seems to go wrong. Today most of my problems were computer related, a bit of work frustration mixed in and damn if the urge to just move back to square one wasn't right there. my apologies to dan for the reprimand. I will be honest with myself. This is going ot be hard. And i have done it before and i hate it. The only analogy i can make is, quitting smoking is like being really really hungry

Day Two the Quit in Blogging JoeUser Forums

Interesting this blogging. I suppose I received some helpful feedback? I hadn't ever considered the commentary factor of the blog. Still though, I don't see why I can't continue. Addiction I believe is a personal issue, one that someone else could not ever comment on. Having some one else tell you to stop is probably one of the problems addicts of all things must deal with. People who are not addicted to something cannot comprehend the sensation. Pure frustration that there is a portion of your

Day One of the Quit in Welcome JoeUser Forums

Today is the first full day of quitting smoking. Again. This is the worst part. The first couple of days. Feeling distracted, irritable, unable to concentrate. And god i sure would like a smoke. 11 months i quit last time. November 19th, 2002 through October 2003. Prior to that was a six month hiatus. Fail fail fail. And everytime i start smoking again i forget the pain of quitting. Jesus H. christ. I hate not being able to outsmart my own brain. Addiction is such an annoying disgusting debilita