I'm sad to hear you say these things about me. All I wanted for us after the breakup was to be friends. I guess if you don't want that, then that's your decision. Unfortunately, I don't think anyone that has told you you deserve better knows my side of the story... Sam, hurting me is not going to make you feel better about what happened. If it does, it will be a hollow victory, because I will never strike back, and I will nev
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I think Zoomba says it best. Just for me, it's hard to see time as anything other than linear, and I know it is not. I don't need science to prove that God exists. My faith is enough for me. I just like the idea. Peace, Beebes
Thanks for the imput. This is free writing, and a lot of that stuff turns out to be garbage. This is just something I liked the idea of. If you kick a wall, and it does nothing other than hurt your toe, then you already have a reaction. A reaction always causes another reaction, even if that reaction is miniscule. Don't think of it as a physics problem, but rather view it from a total and universal position. What you mention in the se
If we can agree on Newton's Third Law of Motion... I have an interesting little free thought I was working on a while ago that I felt some might want to see. IF every action has a equal and opposite reaction, THEN, every part of our lives is a reaction to an equal and opposite action. All of these actions and reactions have to have an origin because each acti
If you want storyline randomness, talk to me. I'm completely and totally rand--- ooh, look, a duck! Sounds like chicken--- sounds good, I mean... Peace, Beebes
Googled myself today out of sheer boredom. Turns out I'm the only Death_By_Beebles..... ever. The same DBB that showed up at the magic chatrooms and blog sites, chemistry help sites and stardock stuff have all been me. Every time, I've been Death_By_Beebles. I'm unique! Try googling your sign in name... you might be suprised... or your computer might
Good point dharma! I'm also thinking that it's a good point to bring up... we used to write good things. I still try to write good things. Most of us, including me, have strayed from that so we can argue without looking at each other.... Peace, Beebes
I'm with Kendra on this one... what's going on here? Why is everyone so mad? Don't be mad! Be Emo! *Crys* If anyone could help me out wit this one, I'd be greatful.... Peace, Beebes
Being a geek isn't anything to be afraid of. Wierdness is in the eye of the naive. I love Magic the Gathering. Love it so much my sign in name is created after a Magic card. I like to spend time talking about the latest anime titles, and discussing Neon Genesis Evangelion and Akira over lunch. I find D&D to be enjoyable. These things aren't bad. They're just different from what people view as normal. Geek On!! Beebes
Except for the fact that a commandment is just that.... a command. Not a joke. They weren't that funny either. Nice try though, better luck next time. Peace, Beebes
Being turned off by the church isn't anything new. I'm turned off by the inability for people to accept other people the way they are. Christians are the worst advertisement for Christianity. My advice to you is to pray about it, and if you ever want to talk, then you know where to find me. Peace, Beebes
The problem for me was that I never gave you a reason to not trust me, but you didn't trust me anyway. Well, didn't trust me like I wanted. Off subject, but I figured it was pertinent because of the last couple of lines of the article. Not that it really matters, though. Alex PS: My blog site is http://deathbybeebles.joeuser.com not www.deathbybeebles.joeuser.com -------- If you still feel l
Trust. What an interesting concept. Every day I trust people that I know, and people that I might never see again in my life. I trust that kids at school aren't trying to blow me up. I trust that a close friend will keep my secrets and be there when I've fallen down. My relationship with Sam taught me something beautiful about trust. The fact is, I have to
Horse hocky is a good one around my house. I try not to curse, but I'm not very good at not cursing. Peace, Beebes
It's an interesting word, love. Some people (including myself) don't think that it's a good enough word to encompass everything that love is. It's amazing, frightening, heart-breaking, and so much more. I don't know what Sarah's first comment was about, but I hope you two are doing ok. If you need to talk, I'm around. Beebes
Thank you all so much. I had ACL reconstruction on my left knee, and I'm dealing with intense pain and swelling. Today was much better, though, so I'm hoping things will work out alright. Peace, Beebes
The pain is almost unbearable. My leg is killing me, and it's only been one day at school. I almost passed out in Senior Skills class today, and I can't take the medicine prescribed to me because it makes me drowsy, and I can't fall asleep at school. I'm asking you all for your prayers and encouragement through these hard times. I need help to get through thi
We'll have to talk then. I don't remember saying anything to you any different than this, except the part about me going away. That's something I've thought about while I lie around and do absolutely nothing. Peace, Beebes
Thank you all for you courage and insight. Beebes
One of your only no shows... I'm proud! Peace, Beebes
No problem Shaun. I wouldn't say it if it wasn't true. Stacey, thanks again for your support. If the people I label as friends are true friends, they'll still like me, even if Sam doesn't want them to. Beebes
Thanks Shaun. You're an awesome friend. Beebes
Shaun, we need to find you a church. Thank you. Beebes
Well, a little fill in for everyone, since I haven't posted a life-blog in a while... I should start by saying that I just had my ACL reconstructed on the 23rd of Dec. (Fun way to spend the holidays, let me tell you). Physical therapy three times a week, exercises, and a pleasant machine called a CPM (I'd find a some rude words for the acronym, but I don't fe
I've noticed that. If you delete something or someone, it just goes away. But, really, does it? Does it really go away when you hit the backspace button? Can you really make me disappear by deleting my name? Does that solve your problem? If things were that simple... why would we exist? If you keep on removing things that you don't