blondie06

blondie06

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Girl you know how Eddie is, he has a split personality. He did me the same way but then tells you that he was waiting on me to make the move. Just be careful with him because he is all about himself sometimes then others he is so caring and compassionate. I still had feelings for him this past summer but then he blew them all away when he stopped calling and never wanted to talk to me. I talked to Jimmy more than I did Eddie. I dont

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Elaina, Hey sorry I have not been able to call you since that last time. My whole time has been filled up with doctor's apts and work. I am going to have a baby and it is due in Nov. I am so excited and so is Robby. My sister is coming home soon too so I have had to help my mom with getting everything done for Amanda. My mom does have a job and has her own place now. I am so excited for her. My work on the other hand is str

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Yo chica I never meant to do anything that would cause you to be upset. I had so much fun yesterday that I almost forgot all the good things that I had going in my life. I just keep looking to the bad things and how I cant come out of them. Im sorry for everything that I did and caused you to go through. I love you girl and you are my sister. You are my guardian angel when things go bad and I keep forgetting that I have you. It is so hard to

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Thanx guys and no i just cant cut my best friend away because she has always been there for me and my situations. I know eventually it will get better but for now things are not going great and i have to realize I have hit a couple rough spots in life and pretty soon I will come out on top of things. Thankfully I do have a best friend that is there for me and knows my situation and understands. And most importantly i am thankful to h

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I have not blogged in a while now and it is so hard for me to do alot these days. I am so busy with work and school and my own family to have time for anything else. I wish sometimes that there were clones of me that could get everything done a day so I wouldnt have to. My mom and brother and I got kicked out of our house right after Christmas. So my mom and

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Trin, that was an awesome poem and i just want to say that i miss you and wish you were here. all those times i could have seen you and i didnt it is all catching up to me now. call me sometime except youll have to call my house number and you can get it from elaina. i hope you are having an okay time and good luck. love ya, jess

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Thanks Trin and I know that it is so hard to come up with the words to say in a situation like this because I didnt know how to tell Elaina or anyone about it. I told August because she came out and told me on the fourth of July and we both just talked and crying. If you ever need anything you can call me and trust me I know how you feel about your sisters so and I am so sorry that it had happened.

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How is it that you come to know someone so well and you trust them with your life but then they turn around and do something so horrible that it is hard to forgive them? I just don't understand how it is that every person that I know I end up loving them to death. Sometimes those people end up hurtin me worse than they realize. I just don't understand how they can be

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dharmagrl: i had to grow up very young in my family so right now i basically have an adult mind and personality. I dont do most things that normal teenagers my friends do so i feel weird being around them sometimes. Thanks for the advice i will take it very seriously and i am just wanting that person to love me forever and for myself to love for the rest of my life. Janders: I have been going from relationship to relationship for awh

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Why is it so easy to break up with someone if you know that the relationship has been over for a long time but it is so hard to start dating someone new. For the first time in forever I just want someone there that I can talk to that is not a female and does not have so much drama with them. I just met my friends kinda of step cousin but not really. It is

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For the past two weeks I have been in Cookeville helping one of my older cousins out with her two little boys who she and her husband Eric are adopting. Tyler and Waylon go to daycare in the morning and then I cook and clean them up and put them to bed every night. My cousin was placed on bedrest two weeks ago after a life threatning situation occured with her baby. <

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hey that was awesome story except for the part about running out of gas. i know how it feels to run out of gas and the only gas station that is even nearby is over 4 miles away and your mom just had surgery and cant come get you. it sux. glad to see that you are bloggin again too. hope your week is going good and hope you are having a great work week. Love ya, Jess

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School is almost over. Just 2 more days before finals. Then all I have is two half days for my finals and I'm a senior. All my time for times are done and overwith. NO more getting up at 600 every morning to get ready for school. No more homework to do. No more you have to be home by this time so you can get your homework done. And then theres my 17th bday coming up v

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this is so wierd there is this girl in my skool who tried to steal my boyfiend n this poem picks it up d same you know the funny thing is i wrote this poem about this guy Eddie who i kinda dated for a couple of months and now he doesnt talk to me or anything and it is partly to do with his ex gf trying

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hey just so you know you are so ready to be an adult and you are so much mature than many of your family peoples. Girl you are so much mature than me and you are going to be fine. You have the best grades and you can get into any college that you want. Hey there is the stress of prom and all but I have the stress too and the stress of college and where im going to live and all that fun stuff. So I know next year is going to be the best year

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Just last week my sister who has been missing for the past two almost three months now called us to let us know she was ok. She called over a week ago and talked to all of my family. She is ok and she has met a guy who is really nice to her. She had almost got caught by the police a couple of weeks ago because a car that she was in was speeding but the offic

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I know exactly what you mean about putting up walls and being cautious with people. I always wonder if I hadnt been so cautious what would have happened. My reasons behind this though is the fact that I was abused growing up and I am cautious with everybody because I am afraid that they will bring up alot of my past with people. I never met my real dad so that has alot to do with the matter as well. I just have had so many friends come and go

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and by the way just because you can write such great poems and i cant dont make fun of me or i dont know. lol. im just joking. luv ya gurl and keep up the writing. Jess

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Hey that was a really sweet poem and it is really awesome. You are a really good writer. Love ya, Jess

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no my best friend and i started dating for awhile and now he doesnt talk to me at all. he was one of the best guys that i have ever met. and no he didnt get sex thank you very much.

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