BigDreamer415

BigDreamer415

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I have that feeling again. Like I could take on the world. Hmm, what sparked this once more may have to do with my photography. I was at WalMart and this guy who worked there helped me out cropping/sharpening my pictures. He told me that doing them at WalMart was much better than at home because the ones you do at home starts to fade and all that great shit. It w

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Thank you for your comment. I was expressing that I was sorry to my boyfriend for fucking up, and also expressing my frusteration with getting past "thinking" and letting my heart feel, something most girls don't have a problem with. I blame him a lot and often times expect perfection, which is obviously unrealistic as we're all humans. Did you even finish the poem, or just read the first couple paragraphs? ~Sarah

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I want it so bad I have it already I've got you I want you I want to love you I want To stop being Such a fucking idiot I don't want to talk To anyone About any of this I just want To stop blaming you To start blaming me Because I know it's the truth I know I'm the fuck up It hurts When people te

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I'm stressed again. Really stressed. It's okay, though. I can handle it. And I hide it pretty well, too. I can handle mental and physical pressure and stress, but when you add emotional stress I start going downhill a little. And when I get stressed, I get cranky. And when I get cranky, people get pissed at me. And when people get pissed at me, that isn't good.

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I understand your frustration and anger, looking through the other side of the spectrum. It's hard to talk civilly about something you so strongly believe in, and I understand that. I admire you for not being lukewarm. And even though I completely disagree with just about everything you believe (politically) I still admire you for having such a strong passion about what you believe, ev

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I'm in denial: I need to have picked three colleges to visit within two days. Right now, after much researching, I still don't have a clue. I need to be done with high school early this summer. This is my last year at home, my last year of quizzing, youth group, my horses. This is the last year I can wake up in my bed in my cold r

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I'm writing to 10 different people, some may read it, some won't. The only catch is that I can't say names. So only you I (and maybe the people who it's for) know who it's to. 1) I know we don't see each other anymore or talk, but I'll always remember those days at camp. The late night chats on the computer after you taught me how to install aol. That wal

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Thanks so much! Wow, this is a really good review. I like how you go into explaining what she means and the details of songs when you critique them. I really appreciate this review! Keep 'em coming! ~Sarah

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Fitting in and standing out A balance hard to find Tick Tock Tick Tock The time passes slowly in these years Mastering the art of being you Through strife and many tears During this time You never completely find yourself And keep hoping one of these years You’ll know what it means to be you The individual God create

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Sorry I'm finding this post so late... There's so much to say, that I don't know where to start. "Religion belongs in the past" you said. Knowing I'm a Christian you'd expect me to disagree, right? But, I couldn't agree more. As far as my definition of "religion", I believe completely that it should be put in the past. "Religion" to me is a set of rules. "Religion" means putting faith in a system. On the other hand, "Christianity" to me

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Music is healing There’s power in a beat Console in the lyrics Perfection is mastered in music Harmony and melody Swaying back and forth To what I like to call a song Helps cure my heart’s remorse Emotion’s best expressed through words And instruments just add Turn your radio way up high That song played just for

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Red Ribbon The candles burning on the hand carved table Sitting here alone Memories from my past To most it’s all unknown That ribbon on my finger That won’t let me forget Tug as I might Hard as I can My finger turns blue And there’s nothing I can do <B

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*Sigh* Today has been very long. I got up this morning and went to church, having only a couple minutes to get ready. I really love my church. :) Laura (my friend) said that her dad was pretty much on his death bed because the doctor's said that if he drank again he would die. She said last week that "That was probably the last time I'll see him," but seem

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"Once they have made love, she is fulfilled ("after all you're the one who turns me off/you're the only one who can turn me back on")" I'm not sure I agree that it has to do with "making love" necessarily, but that's the beautiful thing about music, you can make it what you want. Good review! ~Sarah

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