I could have gone home and truth be told I was more than tempted. Tempted even in my inebriated state. I knew I wouldn’t, but still I pondered the possibilities. Go home and start over. Find someone new. Would he treat me any different that the one I was with? Would he put his arms around me regardless who saw? Could he appreciate and enjoy me for what I was i
Holy crap...this was fantastic. Great writing, and wonderful thoughts. Thank you.
10,000 Joys and 10,000 Sorrows. That’s what I was told by my therapist that some people in this world believe we each receive. But who knows what order these will come in, and looking at my life he said that maybe it was time for me to start seeing some joy. So is it because I’m looking for joy that I’m finding it? Maybe I’m focusing more on the good now
I"ve always been willing to accept the possibility that all science to this point is wrong, I mean look at quantum physics, isn't that amazing?! It boggles my mind. Right this second, today, I'm convinced there is no god. I'm not saying though that is an absolute because one thing in this world that's for sure is that there really are no absolutes. There's always exceptions to the rule. Now, don't go off and call me an agnostic, I've spent many ye
Sometimes I wonder if my brain doesn’t run in parallel universes. I don’t understand how I can be thinking about some many different things at the same time. I realize that I write often about my boss. This is a man that I’ve worked with everyday for the last five years so it shouldn’t be surprising that his opinions and ideas influence me, be it negative
The boss has a blackberry. I've only laid hands on the thing for maybe a total of four hours yet am still expected to support it. It is very nice, he gets his email, cell phone, and pretty much the entire contents of our ACT! database updated every 15 minutes whereever he may be. And he most recently was in the Dominican Republic. It is indeed a very nice gadget.
Something small that's kind of been rolling around in the back of my mind. My soon-to-be-ex-sister-in-law is lying about me. Part of me wants to get really pissed off about it.. But part of me just doesn't care. When all hell broke loose, my soon-to-be-ex-husband called her to grill her about any indiscretions I may have confessed to her. "Doing the rounds," my
Just got back from the doc. Got another UTI dammit. I'm really getting tired of them, and I'm doing everything right. I guess some of us are just more prone than others, but at least this time I've got a prescription that I can refill as many times as I need in the next year so I won't have to keep paying for the privilege of peeing in a cup. Also discus
Turns out I do have friends, kind of scary, huh? The question that's been going through my mind now: Is it too early to "date"? I've gone out a couple of times one-on-one with a member of the opposite sex for a couple of drinks and conversation, thus that qualifies as a "date" doesn't it? Although, to "date" there's usually an expectation of something m
How did ya like okinawa? to be honest, I don't remember it. I was born there and we left shortly before I turned two.
Okinawa, Japan Kentucky Virginia Minnesota California Maryland Korea and currently back in Minnesota
I've been seeing a therapist. I don't know if I'll go back or not, but I've been to him twice and had one phone session. He's been helpful. Sorta. He did point out that from talking with me he could tell that I was a very independant person who didn't like to lean on other people. I don't have many friends, and right now I don't feel like I have any.
Ups and downs. Isn’t that the way it goes though? And don’t you just HATE it when your life becomes a cliché? The feeling that it really doesn’t matter what you’ve done or what you do because it’s all be done before and there’s nothing unique about any of us anymore? I wonder if I have indeed ruined the lives of my family as my husband claims. I’ve ru
Someone once told me that I was fond of using ellipses in my writing. Of course, I had to look it up to figure out what he was talking about but he was right, I do like those three little dots. It's how I think sorta, in incomplete thoughts... ;) But what really has me puzzled this sunny Monday morning is how I can wake up at say 2 am and not be able to f
Hurry back!
Ah, where to start...what’s new with me? Well, let’s see: I got an apartment and he got a lawyer. Yes indeed my friends, I am in the throes of my second divorce. Now, I don’t mean to come off flippantly. The past two weeks have been the proverbial roller coaster for everyone who has the misfortune of my acquaintance, including myself. Only I don’t have luxury of
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Good Luck, best wishes, and a bunch of other sayings that maybe I could say in Hawaiian if I only knew how.
Good Luck, best wishes, and a bunch of other sayings that maybe I could say in Hawaiian if I only knew how.
her name is NOT?
Olivia Newton-John I Honestly Love You Hrm.
Here's some good vibes for ya. Oh, wait, no those are points...how bout an insightful? Hmmm, don't know that that'd help... Anyway, it's the thought that counts, right?? Good LUCK!
As a child I believed that I was half-Irish. See, my mother was adopted and she was told that both her parents were full-Irish. This explained my hair, my light-eyes, and my freckles. The rest of my family had dark hair and dark eyes. I was the genetic throwback, (or "genetic miracle" as some have called me.) I grew up embracing my "Irish," loving that part of me
Hey, first I want to apologize if you didn't like my comments on your internet porn entry. Delete them if you don't like. Second, I want to preface this by saying I'm extremely grumpy this week and that's probably a big part of where this is coming from. Third. It is extremely difficult to read you talk about parenting. Because, honestly, I do
attentive parent. Ok, I get what he's saying. I'm going to have to leave this one alone though, since we're in such a public forum. It is too bad though that this is the only forum we have.
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