MagickalBear

MagickalBear

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I would appreciate any help y'all can give... info about Chicago that I might find useful... like links to their mass transit system and stuff like that. Or helpful tips and suggestions. Whatever you can think of MagickalBear

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Monday, March 13th... God I can't wait. Ogre, Wookie and I are going to finally take a well-deserved vacation. I don't really think I need to say it but... it's been a hell of a year for me and as such I think my friends and I deserve a little fun. So, it was decided that for spring break (well, at least for me and Ogre... Wookie is kind of just... there) t

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I did this tarot reading for Wookie last Friday. I had to give a demonstrative speech for my Com 101 class and the only thing I could think to demonstrate was a Tarot reading. Wookie was gracious enough to be my guinea pig... not that it was much of an experiment seeing as I've been doing this for 10 years now. However, I thought I would post the reading up here.. who

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I have to give a little background here. Roomie and I have teased Wookie in the past about this little "shrine" he has to his exgirlfriend that he is *still* desperately in love with, despite what may be the second worst relationship I have ever seen. It was just that horrible. However, he's still madly in love with her and has a couple of pictures up on a bookshelf i

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I've been re-reading some of the entries I've made in this blog, and I'm now have to admit that I saw all of this coming. All of this trouble and betrayal. Loss. I saw it all, but I was just too scared to admit it. I don't know why. But, I am glad that I was at least semi-prepared. I went through a rough time a little under a year ago and I came through it... and so w

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In my last entry I said I wouldn't be a fool. Boy, was I wrong. Everything has kind of imploded. It's this huge horrible mess, and I'm trying to move on. I've just got so much bitterness inside me right now that I don't know that I can. He doesn't live here anymore. He's going to try to start a new relationship... nothing big.. just dating, but still. I've gi

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If anyone has any sage advice they would care to offer, please feel free. I'm really confused at this stage... just about confused enough to engender a new post lol... but that will come tomorrow after my first day of school.

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It's been a while since I've blogged. With all of the things that have been going on in my life, I haven't really felt like communicating, although I realize now it probably would have helped me clear my head a bit. I don't know where to begin. I got home from Virginia and for a few days everything was alright, then the bottom fell out and F. and I began fig

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Today was my momm's visitation at the funeral home. I tried to remember all of the lessons my mom taught me about me about being a gracious hostess. I think I did alright in that regard. At least that's what I'm hoping. Those were two of the most difficult hours in my life. My sister and I made a photo collage of different pictures we had of Momma, inclu

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I wrote this about a week or two ago now and I meant to post it a while ago. I'm posting it now and then I plan on posting again about the stuff I'm going through with my family. But, this is something I wrote and I thought it was worth sharing, so there you go. --- How to become a corporate shill in three easy steps I don't know exactly when I sold

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My mom died Thursday afternoon with me there holding her hand. We're going to bury her on Tuesday. There are so many raw emotions that I haven't expressed yet that I thought I would start trying to blog some of them out... but now that I start typing I'm choking up and unable to see the keyboard. I know that's it going to be important for me to get all of this out of

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Carrying on a conversation with someone who's talking in their sleep is hilarious. Yes it is. I used to do that with my sister and it was hysterical. Roomie talks in his sleep sometimes and it's great. Apparently I've been known to have huge entire philosophical and moral debates in my sleep - and win.<

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I promise that when I get a chance, after the movies tonight most likely, that I'm going to update this all a bit further. Honest. I just couldn't think of anymore stuff to say after the bombshell was dropped.

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I promised you details, clues and hidden meanings - and boy do I have them. All kinds of new things to worry and ponder and obsess over for the next few months. Boy - this is going to be a great summer. I've got two months give or take to stew about all of this... and I don't know where I'll be at the end of it all. Probably insane or something incredibly similar. <BR

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Well, I just got home from spending a quite enjoyable evening with Geek... lotsa stuff happened.. so much so, that it's going to get it's own blog entry. I can't do justice to it all here. I'll just put it this way - there may not have been another Freudian slip, but I've got lots of new stuff to interpret. Like, for instance, what does it mean when a guy won't stop staring into your eyes? What does it mean when someone kisses you with their eyes open?

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Well, it looks like we'll be hanging out this weekend in celebration of him being done with his finals. Yay It kind of shocked me cause he started the whole "let's hang out this weekend" conversation - without any prompting from me, or without me even hinting about it. All I did was say that I was glad today was done with cause now I've got the next two days off from work to recuperate.

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old saying.. if 1 person tells you that you are are fire hydrant. you ignore them, if 2 people say it , ya might pay some attention, but if 3 people tell you that you are a fire hydrant.. BEWARE of pissing dogs... *eyes a passing dog* uh oh Shaggy. We might be in trouble here lol.

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I don't know how this happened, but somehow I think I might have become a Drama Queen. This just kind of occured to me while I was thinking about this whole dilema I've got going on. I'm sitting here, all pissy and whiney over something that is fairly minor and trivial and I'm kind of ignoring my friends, not to mention some other important things. I've gone back to h

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I've always been afraid of using them too much. I tend to trail off into other, semi-related thoughts, and then they just appear as is by magic... I'm also really fond of using dashes for some reason to... I might need help.

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would it be in bad taste to shamelessly plug my blog in a perfectly unrespectable point whore attempt?

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